Sunday, April 16, 2006
fow/foc
camps fow & foc... Jess was not happi i'm going for the camp as she is going too. But i really got choice. Cos karine and dan tried to talk over inorder to let me go for the camp. 3 days of camp, i dunno hw i felt.Mayb tired? i'm really tired and bored.But when u see ur bunch of freshies having fun everything was worth it. I eventually skipped the 2nd day of fow to see sin hao, had dinner with wh,ben,nick at tian wai tian the food was damn shiok.Eat until going to vomit. Price alrite la...
I didnt really knw whether to go foc. Jess something seem weird in the thing she expected to want. But i have lots of reason to go.In the end i went. Everything pays off, everything was fun and touching at last.Although i didnt really make much friends but is quite ok. Use to attend camps to knw more plp. But now mayb this camp to me is abt the old memories i had with my past camp buddies.They were great and i really miss them. There a few great current camp buddies.But to certain extent they are still a distant frmme. I dunno y, but sometime is hard to communicate with plp.
After camp, mayb in the middle of camp Jess is wierd somehow. But this camp do mayb chnge plp. I waited whole nite for her to go hm. But in the end she jus went off with her campmate.Wat abt me? she knew i was waiting, she nv did said anything and left herself. Wat abt a friend who has been always concerning her for the past 3 yrs? i dunno mayb to certain extent i jus needed when i amto her mayb... i dunno somany things has been happening this month 1 day i may no longer to take these hurting staff anymore.I felt sad and exhausted runnning and running fromall these troubles.Alli need is a happy life but things always turns difficult...Life do sux ...
Posted by Alan Chan at 1:22 PM