Monday, December 27, 2004
Enlighten...
Jus now talk to my friend and hear her abt her complains on her bf. I feel tat i 'm too over gal gal liao. Lol sorry, too worried and think too much.And she aint my gf lo. But i knw gal gal jus not tat kind of gal as my friend. Cos gal gal need plp care and i knw it. I'm feel suddenly so worried abt gal gal, i donno y. I felt a outburst of great painess in my heart. I knw something has gone wrong. U finally replied at nite and said u were sick.I wish u will get well soon and feel better. Both mentally and phiscally.
After reading gal gal blog this morning. I feel so useless. Couldnt make her feel any better. Memories are to be put back and have better 1. Depression is to be release not to be hidden within 1 self. Gal gal i not jus like normal guys be with u to be happy for myself .But wat i wan is to be with u to lighten ur depression and make u feel happy and i will happy, kind of guy. Wat u always tell me tat u r ok , i knw u r not. I wan 1 day tat i can see and i can feel u r ok without u telling me. Cos seeing is believeing and till now even without seeing u, i believe u need some one by u more than any body else and i hope 1 day the person is me....
Posted by Alan Chan at 11:43 PM