Wednesday, February 16, 2005
PissED Day... FUCK
wat the hack man super pissed today. Is a freakking arse day. Sch whole day, las min then say they free at orchard. k this 1 still so not so pissed. Gone hm, dad tell me my old hp still can use. I knw but then is like keep restarting by itself . Then he said go repair then i knw is up to no gd. Wanna eat my hp up again. WTF .... is like my new hp bought for 498 bucks they didnt even come up with a single cent. Then wat of course i expect to sell tat stupid old phone away jus to have some money back. Then guess wat mum jus complain say i don gib her. Then she keep saying forget it foget it. Nex time don ask her 4 money to buy stuff. WTH... is like i don wan to say anything and argue... my CNY clothes i spend all on my own and only ask her 4 one of my pants, and she was grumbling . now she is saying such things. HEY 200 dollars of CNY clothes all i bought WITH MY OWN MONEY. and wat i only get 100 bucks from my hon bao. wtf.... i knw u guys mus be cursing and scolding me abt me scolding my own parents but aint u think is unfair ? they bought CNY clothes for my siblings and not me for more than 4 yrs.And also say don ask for money for my new spec , i freaking need 1 lo. Mine has already rot and is cutting my ears. I don ask them something great jus alittle but they grumbles as if i wan the world!Wats nex , call my friend and ask her abt the fri thingy. She tell me she dunno. WTH... on the phone i was like cannot take it . Already feel so pissed. 1st trying to pls some1 bcos nv met her on her bday and spend more than 2 to 3 hrs shopping for her gift. Asked around tat day feel so kan chiong abt her . And planned something for her. But then? told me only afternoon free. WTH... and i knw profably sat jus gib her the thing and go those type of thingy and go hm in the evening that type. hai... feeling so freak out....
whenever i did something great to plp. Nobody jus appreciate it. Is there any1 to appreciate me? No cos i'm a dumb dumb dumb idiot.... Prove me i'm wrong, lord. Cos u nv did at all, i felt such a pain. My heart couldnt be shattered cos is already shattered so many times tat it has turn into ashes. I'm a fool jus a lonely fool all by my own...
TotallY coNfuSed, PissEd And SadnESS