Saturday, June 11, 2005
Tired N Sad WeeK
This week i'm freaking breathless, tired with all the projects dueing... hai... alot haven even started. i'm so tired everyday even slping early at 11. I still feel so so tired in me.
I'm so tired of friends seperated bcos of our sch. I feel so sad. I miss them n i really do. They had long nv contacted me and i tried my part to be able to meet up. But u guys knw sometimes is jus difficult when u r in diff sch some will b free at some times n the other not.I felt that i mus push the way to be connected but i was nv been pushed . I'm tired in a way or so. Not tat i'm unhappy to do this but bcos of failing to be able to make the result to be shown.
I knw i mayb like n concern abt some1. But the more closer i am the more apart she goes.I dunno whether she is really busy, or jus try to be busy to me. I wan to see her badly n i mean it.
Today is tuan wu jie n it reminds me of the las yr sad memory with another her. I still can deeply remember hthe day. N i really wanted to forget it. Although she is no longer ard n i had some1 new in my mind. But every1 takes a space in me n she once does alot . Today is the day whereby i shall slowly put it down and keep her in a secret box. Until the day returns the box will then be open. But i knw she has been gone long time. Pardon me for my memory of her . But i hav some1 special to me now. But then not so special in a way that she is also seem like going away frm my world soon...
Tears flow through my heart with memory that i shld keep....
Posted by Alan Chan at 11:49 PM