Saturday, March 26, 2005

3 Days moRe....

Wah finally Manage to struggle through the exams... Hell man las min studies to late nites hai... IT jus not really for me. But wat to do i choose this route and i mus finish it... Haha

A major attack of my life for this few weeks , shld knw if u guys read abt my last post. My god i was like damn sad well, maybe i really like a gal i think. I think with my heart but not my brain, tats y it was so so difficult to really let go of her. But reallyt can tell she had changed...(i knw i losoh) her way of speech, her friends and the way she looks bla bla bla.... Lester told me tat i shld move on since she had i knw maybe i shld had done it a long time ago.Cheryl told me in her view , i shld try but she is no longer the gal anymore. Wtf i knw i very po ma. Hahaha... Anyway guess Guang also knw i having prob abt her, haha no wonder he always scold her. Lol...

Anyway suddenly i miss all my past, My sec sch Life. The time with her is secondly thought but the time with my precious friends were even more. I keep having flash backs of, trainning of bballs. where JL , darren , heng all chilled out and played together. The soccer PE lessons, all day soccer even at o level studies wk... My NP life. The drills , the pumpings, my uniform , my juniors , sat sch trainings and the camps. It was so much fun having a common goal with ur friends and working it together... Now every1 have their something in life , busy with it. while I still searching hard. nah lifeless as like wat she said.... hai.... 4 more days to my bday but no plans at all...

some words tat came across my mind when i shed e tears in my bed 4 her....

I wan her back but how?
If god would grant me a wish 4 something in exchange.
It will my luck for her.
I wan to protect the harm she had been through.
Covered in posion, dark as she look.
I rather me suffered from it and free her once.
Before my death bed would reach upon,
i would like to see her as before.
Hug her to my dream lands where my dreams were made,
jus for her and all for her.
This would be the sacrifice i would made,
to see her as wat was b4.
I luv u...

Posted by Alan Chan at 9:21 PM