Alan's bloggy

Long Awaited post

2007-08-18T08:41:00.000+08:00

Ya i have not been blogging...the thing is i'm in Army k life in there is expected but ya i'm still alive thanks to friends and family support and care. It jus feel tat u need them more and they are a impt thing in ur life more impt then anything. Having lesser time ard time hurt me more. But in this 2 yrs of parting life , may even lose precious friend that u nv realise. 2 yr may b long yet short. Long engh to lose friend u nv spend time with , short engh to realise who is ur true friend is being there for u till the end of ur 2 yrs.

Hurting LieS?

2007-06-13T18:28:00.001+08:00

Think in 21 yrs of my life , i nv really did understand gals a single bit. K is like having feeling for some1 isnt really are my fault and is like u don need to lie in orderly to avoid me. U can like jus say or even ask. Imean i really do hate plp who lie, when u lie to me. Even how much how much i really like u, from the liking it may turn into hatred and feeling disguested. Is super turn off and even so ifu really wanna lie pls find a good way to lie. Saying ur not free yet went out with the friends of mine. Is obviously lieing. I dunno is she dump or really plain simple minded. Well even so as a normal friend knwing u tat u have new friend and tiotally forgot abt me make me feel even more sick then ever. Sight of her make me feel disappointed and disguested why things happen this way.......

prince ever after?

2007-05-10T19:10:00.000+08:00

Think of it many friends who broke off with their GF after a 1 yr relation is cos os of SIAN. Is lame , k mayb i stand no position to say it cos i myslf do not had a long rs. However think of it, i mean at the 1st 1st thing when u look upon her asking her to be ur gf, will u had ever think of these. Will i be bored of her, i mean ya some will say no some will say yes. For those who say yes, y still start the rs? have u taught of how hurting it will b for the gal? Guys do u love her at all, if u do and u will be bored of her pls pls pls stay only friend as her. Life is a sorrow some guys are jus shit and they r not worthwhile for some gals. Gals open ur eyes b4 u decide him may not b ur prince ever after....

emo

2007-05-04T15:08:00.000+08:00

This month is like the break off month. Friends ard breaking off n things liddat, ya it reminds me of the deep sorrow 1 yr ago tat happen at this vary month. Hmm... till now thinking of it hurts me alot. Plp will ask will u hate her? Saying things like forget abt her. Ya even when ur friends are down u will say things like this to him or her. But u knw best urself the vary person could nv be erased away at all. The memories, the places u all have been and the things u told her and the the things u do for her is so deeply carved in ur mind. Even i guess time flows by the memories will always be there. All we can seek is for the nex happy memories that u share for some 1 wont be like this 1 which are just memories from the past but an ever flowing ever lasting memories to go.

PosT CamP Blog

2007-04-18T12:32:00.000+08:00

Is way toooooo long since i las blogged. Mayb as time i thght umm who will really read my not so exciting life. Maybe there some i'm greatful. And as special request from Jesslin i chall blog when i got the time to. 21st Bday passed , foc fow passed is all much of the impt event that happening to me this yr. Ya is great Having lots of fun filled stuff, winning fow getting 2 stars in my las SU camp. I greatful, having a great tem ophix, seeing them wearing my dsign for them as part of my grat gift to my wonderful ophix family. I'm happy yet there sad moments in camp, hearing bad comments of my shirt is very sad. To me my dsigns are my baby , it made thing worst hearing bad comments directly in front of u and is ur friend. Having nite mares sometime till now. But well i hoped the majors loved them and i'm greatful. :)

My proud dragos and ophix dsign

K any way i start blogging stuff from yest onward. Hahaha yest was a small outing with JY, Jay Loyd, Kat, Jasmin, Marcus, Denise ya we went to mind cafe having lots of fun playing the dino card and bone game nad pictionary. Lol... going to mind cafe everytime is always fun filled. Anyway ya after movie we went to catch a cock movie, "the reaping" k the whole movie make me prepared to be scared by no. Is totally crab, waste my 6.50 ni ma ma. anyway hahaha i had 2 fre ben n jerry ice cream yest , they were having charity event. siok siok siok........I have my fav choc chip cookie dough and also strwberry cheese pie( not vulgarity hor) lol... ya will upload some pix

Here goes some pix (2 are from mon 2 are from tue)

ConsecutivE Of Chalet

2007-01-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

As like wat my title speaks. ya i'm having consecutive 3 weeks of chalets. las week was yy, this week kh and nex week huiting. Lol.... broke broke broke so many chalet n bday mean $$$ all out. OMG! Anyway las week yy bday haha alot of catch up and stuff liddat. Met some of my tss seniors cos yy invited dem as they r her bf pals. and ya has alot of fun and game. Anyway i love sherington's waa the liqor shiokk la cos i love coffee... wee~ anyway bday gal was drunk on tat nite and i was tortured ... cos yy kip beat me and ask me help her drink the 2 cups of vodka she own the rest, when i was in my lalala land alrdy. lol... she drunk damn funny la hahaha nv video down. if video down she will die surelypost in youtube 1. lol anyway tats all chaos~!

holidays

2007-01-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Whooo tons ofholidays have jus passed. The Xmas the new yrs... Yup happy 2007 guys.

Lets start off for fri. Lolwoke up damn early for check up. haha guess wat i get into pess B wor mai siao siao... i'mnot overweight ok? lol power meet Gary and guang , I have not been seeing them for almost 1 month. Alway some not free this not free things liddat. haha n finally got time treat gary makan for his bday. We ate Pepper lunch. I jus love the lamb cheesy rice. hee so siok...

Sat had family dinner at sakura.b4 tat went out shop .I've been shopping snce thurs till now i hv spend almost 300 lol... anyway bought clothes frm pull and bear. Had dinner. k i don fancy buffet nowbut once in awhile still ok cos u get 2 eat everything u feel like. lol

Sun met chiang in afternoon. he had accident in e morning. a car bruched across his left leg. Got intohospital yet hemeet up with me. Wat a friend. He say coslas day of e yr my see see friend. haha watch the curse of the golden flower. I mus say i liked everything except the story. Jay is so diao lo. Btw got 2 guy so gay behind me and chiang. As 1 of themstart explaning Jay and hs song stuff liddat. sogay don even knw jay, call himself a chines.pui...ya had dinner n meet up jason. wait 2 hrs jus to watch firewrk. n all e chao tar plp kip push push knn 1... after firewrk go amk eat supper. i missed the time where by bastard gang always have our supper.

Monday!met up ben my best pal. go kia kia. he bought stuff frm pull n bear. lol... anyway didnt get to gather with poly mate same day as dragos meeting.n ya Dragos meet up, i'm quite shy durin whole outing.. still nt used 2 e plp n missed the shawn n ray companionship lol... wat can i say well i'm happy with e outing la. cos actually there plp who actually knw mi... wee~ i'm easily satisfied ok? had dinner at lau par sar...then game at ms...fun fun fun... hoope 2 see this gang soon. =)

Tue...was even more happy, finlaly after 8 mths get to see my mei mag. wee~ catch up alot n ate alot lol... well i'm overjoyed, happy, encouraged n abit discouraged lol by her words. my haha i still love my mei la. she e best. wee~told mi alot of stuff also. made me unstd alot betta in some stuff.

anyway sip 5 weeks to go. gogogo!

otc 06/07

2006-12-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

Had took leave jus to go for otc held las thur. Can say is a much betta 1 than las yr camp. Fresh GL are much betta as in the level of endu is much higher. Old GL like us are getting hard to catch up with the young peeps this yr. They think faster , act faster and stand at their own ideals. I'm glad that i'm in same grp as Dan. Our empire is called the dragos(Obviously mean dragons) The main com had change much of the activities held. Like we didnt had any performance nite on the 2nd day. They had replaced it with a nite walk which was a story based activity where groups of GL will go to 'crime scene' to investigate n programmers trying the best to scare the hell out of u. lol... they did tried hard. K for my feeling part haha can tell u Alan is always anti social and in his own world ba. But manage to really knw some very nice friends. N ya i mean very nice. Or my 3 days will be a miserable 1. lol... Dragos was the best grp in otc 06/07. It makes me having the memories of my family Argon. I really missed the nig family. Remembering the fun , every1 was part of the family and I really missed them. Dragos is quite similar in the point too. And I love them both and ya not forgeting some of my friends in Antor too... =)

Argon/Dragos Brothers (Me, Dan and Nich)

Dennis, Nich , Me. Dennis so cute rite?

I'M a The LoverS Card

2006-12-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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NitE at Zouk

2006-12-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

Las fri was my 1st visit to zouk. 1st visit to fashion event(Tat day was FLMP 6th anniversary). 1st alchol drink . 1st hard liquer drink. N 1st to a club! k i'm a mountain tortise sometime but i don rlly like loud places but I cant deny i enjoy the company of my friends chilling at places liddat. But ya is cool... Anyway places liddat u can see different of guys. Guys going there to hook gals, guys going there to look at gals, guys going there to buah gays backside and guys going there to stand(ya these guys jus guard at the back of some gals not dancing and jus look at her). lol guess guys going there have such intentions ba. Anyway going there to me is jus seeing places when i'm still young cos i'm welling aging alrdy since I'm 21 at like 4 mths time?

Anyway these few has been great shopping. Shopping for my new ipod, tv, hdd, razor pro and more clothes for new year wee~ broke le hahaha anyway i miss sch i rlly does. Looking fwd to OTC on 21 Dec... Hee~ hope to be in same grp with all my peeps! Plssss! Hope my wish can b true.

SIP

2006-11-29T06:54:00.000+08:00

DunnO Got Any1 stil reading my blog. So KinDa Of Nv UpdatE cos working is damn tired. SIP guess is really tiring, sleep before 12 and wake at 6 hai... Anyway 1 month has pas since the start of SIP 11 more weeks to go and i'm free yippy... got lots of plans upcoming. Driving lesson and stufff... hope can b4 NS finish learning. gonna go enroll soon. anyway wish me luck for my dsign to b in top 20 at least. Although is best tat it will go up to top 5. =)

Guang Bday N shortlisted...

2006-10-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

Ya las wed was my gd friend guang bday. Had 2 celebration for him. 1st is on tue with his sec sch mates. 2nd is with gary and the rest. Start with tue, went icon cut hair ah my stylist cut bullet head for me again. lol... and wah liao hair cut price increase ... sian... waited for guang for abt 1 hr his always late... ya so me , guang and wai hon walk walk ard tcss here and there... at nite went to fish and co makan. wenling was there 1st, and ya b4 we got there met ah tong at ps. Sit down wait for the rest and yingqi and robin came late. ya shared a seafood platter with guang wah shiok hahaha and ya we also dedicate song to guang since there was a live band. ya ate guang bday... nv did ate any1 bday cake for like dunno how many yrs la... lol then after dinner we company wenling to mrt and we decided to walk to city hall to tcss during the trip make a stop at art museum to take some stupid pix... lol haven got the pix from ying qi yet will upload it soon. ya then sat down at starbud at city hall. was having some gossip ard la but ya the gossip was true will let u all knw wat is it lata.then after tat took train hm. and ya recieve a sms frm jialin saying tat will it ok if jess come ard on wed for guang bday... rumours is abt them being togather and it seem true. lol
Ya wed met up guang and walk ard ms and suntec till freaking tired cos that gary fucking late again... as always...... call us meet 3.30 himself come 5.30 wtf rite..... haha walk ard and decided to eat changing apetitie at ms suggested by mayying we waited for Jia Lin and his new gf for like 2 hrs, we like almost hungry to death. haha anyway the food was ok la nothing special. N ya we was dumb engh to forget cut cake at the restaurant and have it at explanade with using tissue to eat. damn ... anyway haha this yr guang 18th bday... nex yr my 21st bday liao sian... coming in like 5 mths time... time runs fast... like water...
Btw 1 las thing i'm damn happy abt my dsign for flesh imp design battle was shortlisted. wee~ damn happy can see it here http://www.fleshimpanniversary.com/shortlisted_1.html. and here the pix of it also...
Anyway SIP in 1 day time... wish me luck peeps... =)

memories

2006-10-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

Sat met up with my argon mates. As usual no gal, izit a curse or cos of me the organiser fault? anyway although we said meet up at 2pm but haha like shawn told me, don b early cos no 1 does. i reah at 2.45 Nicholas was alrdy there. poor thing forgot tell him. Sat at Mac wait for the rest. Shi Min reach at 3, raymond 3.20 and shawn 3.45. N ya where our mr daniel. lol his alway late most of the time he will b late for 2 hrs. Yes 2 hrs. No kidding... but netherless we sat there chatted , cating up and stuff. Waited for our dear my daniel. He came and off we go to do some stuff. Intended to watch movie but cos our public holiday there tons of plp ard. no tickets for us. decided in the end go the cafe dan recomand . I tell u that the nicest cafe i visited b4. They got all sorts of board games. cool rite? ya man.... we played quite a few game like pit and risk... learned alot of new board games... haha damn fun .... after 2 hrs of tcss and games. gonna go and ya shawn and shimin needa go 1st. Jasper and Isk joined us. have our dinner at PS LJS haha alot of memories catch back and ya went outside PS to cont with the chat and stuff... ard 10 Isk and Jasper needa go , ya i'm happy they came. Left me, Dan and ray haha company Dan wait for his gf for awhile. Yup tats the day. Is simple yet fun... most impt the rite plp the nicest chapiencounter duringmy poly life till now. they gave me my best poly memories and ya I guess all of us will always rmb each other. We were there for each other and ya they made me realise of my strength and wat me can do for the team. thanks my argon mates! =) looking fow for our nex gathering....

SIP

2006-10-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

Ya think most of the plp knw my SIP gonna be at woodlands. Yup WOODLANDS!!! k the 1st thght of it was like omg so freaking far, even i stay at bishan. But haha cos i thght woodlands is bside jurong. But lol k my geography fail can! but ya 8-6 i 'm still gonna wake up at ard 6 and leave my hse at 6.45. Is like freaking hell back to Sec sch wake up hrs... but is also gd la, then NS also wake up like 5.30 so is a practise. Anyway hope my SIP will be slack la... =) N got many chio bu! hee~ Hahaha any ya my wrk start on 1st Nov is a delayed so gonna have more holidays! wee~ Ya i'm like enjoying now la pretty slacking most of the time. Hahaha shopping and stuff. Bought a new jacket haha happy... and lots of shopping! Ya tc guys the weather is bad these few days cos of haze! TC =)

After Sup Weeks

2006-10-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Have been busy with sup paper for past few weeks. Ended las monday before tat everyday study at library almost everyday.Guess wat the paper , is quite ok except section B i dunno wth i was like doing la.
Haha K nvm after sup go guang class chalet. Think he not engh plp so support him lo. Although at changi so woolo. go there lost , the bus unccle stopme at wrong bus stop. their chalet was like 2 bus stop b4 the 1 i drop. Nvm Chalet was okok lo go bed slp got food eat. tat day play soccer tio ram by ball, go out attack by red ant and while cooking tio attack by gang of ants. lol... sui sia....
Tue after chalet went out with Phine. haha cheerful gal. We walked ard sunttec and MS TCSS here and there lo. lol Ya haha... tired cos of chalet and my contact lens.
Ya this week quite ok lo. Nothing much to do also. Asked Liyi watched movie 2day actually intented go kbox but she wan watch john tucker. Met her at 1230 in tm the movie time changed. In the end watch 'u me n dupree' lol nice show funny and romantic. Then after tat go sch take form go hm le cos she got training. sad...
anyway i pass my sup haha... wee... SIP n NS ongoing.....

MuggIng N MoneY

2006-09-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Ya flunk my only exam paper and now gonna study again. rlly regreted for not studying at tat time, but any way ya still gonna study now. Hope i can pass la. N 1 thing i'm very disappointed of is tat alot of plp pass this subj which means, i'm freaking poor. i thght i did ok. but mayb jus mayb cos of the CA point drag me down la. But ya today started mugging with ben in National library. Atmosphere was gd manage to study through most chapt. gonna jia you more gogogo alan!
Another thing is i found out i kinda of mature abit after wrking outside. knwing money is hard to earn. Have been rejecting pocket money from grandparents. think is not gd la. they can buy bbetta food for themselves rite? lol but deep inside i knw i'm still a small boy to them and they love me alot and i love them too... hope they can really see me grow up and have a family of my own. I guess tat will make them even happier. Gonna wrk hard, studies,gf,job etc....

Thailand Trip...

2006-09-12T13:52:00.000+08:00

K i'm gonna back trip abit... It start off las wed when i was in the train after tanning session with ben. k Auntie Lynn rang my mobile.
Aunt Lynn: Boy u wan go Bangkok tmw?
Me: Huh? Tmw?
Lynn: ya tmw. Free 1 i got ticket. Go with ur sis togather. But i not going.(cant rlly hear wat she saying)
Me:Ooo... umm free ah... k i call bac u later.

I was like wtf tmw!!! omg rand my mum told her wat happen. Asked my sis wanna go or not but she didnt wan. So rang Ben asked him wan or not and faster ask his parent permission. Ya keep ring here ring there. Everything was confirm. Me and Ben was going thailand on Thursday 4pm flight woohoo~ can meet weihan.

Thurs--- Got up early pack the rest of the stuff. Went to Ben hse. Went down to Auntie Lynn office to pay money and take tickets. Go back Ben hse slack then makan. Then after tat take train go airport woo~... Anyway saw this gal leg wah... super nice 1... omg kinda of like my dream gal hahaha she going airport but going T2 not budget terminal T___T lol... anyway wait there for awhile walk here walk there and it was time for check in was queing then saw this hot babe but the bf is damn er xin. she look young, but the bf is like old and ugly. Like li guo huang but them 2 times worst than him. omg... nvm check in my luggage. and ya decided to check out the shopping area so went in to the check in gate early. Woo~ not bad with a few small shops ard. lol... decided to walk to the gate and take a few snaps with ben... Omg my cam very crazy... sad... means no cam for our trip. Any1 saw a crowd rushing behind us mus b our flight r rdy. Follow them and luckily wasnt too late, cos is free sitting. Anyway the flight wasnt long but it was long engh to make both of us hungry. Rch Bangkok at 9+ and found the tour guide. Reach hotel at 10 liddat , faster settle down rushed to mbk... lucky Mac jus nice left 2 burgers... hahaha... their MAC not 24/7 like sg 1. Go bac to hotel... ya the hotel was quite gd... service was gd. Free drinks 24/7 and fruits at the lounge.

Fri-- woo~ woke up bath and off to lounge to eat brkfast. Waa ok la the food... not like china or taiwan the hotel brkfast waa no comments 1. lol... after brkfast go back rm pack those things we need and off we go shopping. Intented to go MBK 1st but haven open. So start with Siam Discory walk here walk there got Lacoste blablabla, basically like wisma la. Then walk to the shopping center nex and ben bought a Levis jeans and a Mamboo tshirt. Mamboo very cheap, but don rlly have i like 1. But i bought a volcom jacket. Walk to Siam paragon. k is like Taka bu double the size... jus imagine.... the supermarket take out the whole storey. and is basement is a underwater world... but nv go, out of budget.Have our lunch there and the food is great. After lunch, ya anyway walk down towards the shi mian fou to bai bai. And then walked ard the World trade center. They have WTC also haha jus tat their 1 is a big shopping center like Suntec. Walk to Platinum, is like Far East liddat, we got there was like 5+ liao so most of the shop are alrdy closed. Walk ard most stuff u can find is ladies clothes. But i got myself a tshirt. Anyway we are like half dead alrdy the trip we walk was like very far... So walked back MBK and is like 8+ and they r closing at 10 have our quick dinner. Ate Pork knuckles... shiok... decided to walk back hotel to wait for wh they all... when we were outside Asia hotel.
Ben: Dunno they reach le mah...
Me: dunno leh shld b reach le bah.
Ben: Eh Alan they all leh behind.
Me(turn Behind), saw a bus then Ah Hao pointing to the hotel to wei han...
Ben: hahaha power i so accurate.
We walked to the hotel gate. Ben treied to scare huiling by hiding behind a van. It gave her a shock indeed. Anyway our plan was not to tell huiling that we all coming. But Bcops ben blog gave out the ans somehow. waited for them to check in and bring them to the street to eat. lol... anyway me and ben went back hotel 1st la... Nature Calls... lol... . After tat meet them back and went to Patpong Nite market. Basically there sell fake branded clothing,watches and etc... And tons of strip pubs there. After tat went back hotel and decided to meet them at mbk the next day after their half day tour.

Sat--- Had brkfast and wh call say their tour was ending soon. So after brkfast pack some stuff and off we went to MBK. Walk ard and brght them to discovery. Bought my Lacoste shirt, Wh bought Levis Jeans, Mamboo board shorts and Lacste tennis shirt,Ben bought Lacoste sneakers and Sinhao bought Mamboo shirt and slippers. Went bac MBK meet the rest of the gals. And shared taxi to chatuchak weekend market. There got sell alot of thing, from clothes to pets to plants. We kind of unable to meet up with another grp of plp in the other taxi cos the place there is rlly bug, and our taxi dropped us in different places. So me, Ben,Huiling and Ashley walked on our own. anyway the place in super packed and super hot. Bought siglets, accesories, and man utd flag(i dunno y i buy). ya and after tat was like 7+ le, took a taxi send the gals back and nex to our hotel. both me and ben freaking hungry. And we decided to eat 1st la. bo bian cos is like 7.30 and we need to wait for them to 930 by then we will both dead. after dinner, watch soccer and go for foot massage. hahaha... shiok yur foot will nv feel so clean b4. After tat hab supper and is like big rain la. haha but got our way back in the end. Decided not to meet the other the nex day cos both of us r really tired, and wanted to slowly pack our stuff and slack at he hotel. ya...

Sun-- woke up late have brkfast and go bac hotel pack stuff. Waited for the driver to pick us up to the airport at the lobby. Reach the aiprt at 1+ and we r taking off at 2. Traffic Jam so was late. Anyway ruch some las min shoppin and bought some tibits and food to eat on the plane. The plane r filled with some rude china aunties and uncles. making alot of noise and fuzz. Ben very sui, the china auntie keep leaning her knee on his seat and is was very unconfortable for his back. Anyway got back to sg and used the new passport checkout machine. haha was cool. jus scan ur passport and your tumb print and it will b done. cool. bought red wine and ben family picked him up. Gonna take cab home sad. And cost me 20 bucks... anyway was fun shopping with my buddy ben... haha ya pic is below. =)

when we reach

Ben enjoying his noodle while watching the noodle gal

Our supper

Our Fav noodle shop

During our supper, me

Coke Sponsored

k I didnt had the time to pose nicely. In our room

Cam shy mi

The shiny raisin

At the lobby

Tuk tuk outside the hotel route

Outside our hotel

PosT ExaM BreaK

2006-08-24T09:53:00.000+08:00

MP presentation on tue was abit of morale demoralise, nv had a gd presentation. Mayb teacher is upset tat we didnt finish our product. But hey our product got more than 3-4 programming compared to others. Nvm... after MP company WeiHan go get air tickets. lol wat a incident they bought air tickets from my aunty in-law and las sat when i met her. We jus found out abt it. lol... went to china square to eat after getting tickets yup have the famous fried fish soup. woo~ i miss working in raffles, there so many great foods there... yummy :)~ anyway took bus hm at china town point.
Yest was fun... Soccer with Ben,WeiHan(1st match since march), Prim, NaiXiang, Raymond, Nicholas, Zaini, Jeremy and other Ben's friend. The sun was super hot and i'm like quite burn out now. Had a gd match Nai scored 2 goals in the 1st match.. lol power sia... after game Bath and eat at IT canteen. The Nasi Petang Auntie 1st time nv kar my $$$ 1st time only pay 2.50 lol... Had sea coconut w jelly after meal... siok the lime was siok when added. Lobang SinHao lorry go bugis... Ben, JunYou and I sat behind. While Nich and WeiHan this 2 bugger sit infront. super hot can, i was sweating the whole day bcos it was so hot! omg....N our hair was like Wow super blown... anywaywent to burlington square interview... lol hope can get the job at least got abit of money to spend. lol after tat left me and ben go town. Cos he wan buy the legendary turKwa tshirt. lol i didnt buy cos abit small and i kinda of don like the printing. slacked at i21 abit after tat watch all those movie previews. Ben's so called 'ai ren' not wrking today. lol went to the new hong kong cafe in Cine. i ordered Yun Yan ice and por lor bun. Ben order bee hon and asked wrongly for kopi si instead of teh si lol... Not much plp super gd surrounding, food was abit ex but still worth it. lol was saying abt some gals hasving some weird demands for bf and ya we thght of the worst and the most er xin demands, like eating the watever shit in ur every holes. Wonders got such gal or not. lol~ Slacked for awhile, after tat go hm. Ya anyway i'll let the pic do the talking haha...Bye

My yun yang ice fogot took pic of other food lol~ hungry. i Like this cup lol~ cute rite?

Ben with the super small spoon. I have the bigger ver at hm.

The 'drawer' brothers

My Hand?

NFG GathEriNg

2006-08-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

Yest Had gathering with my sec sch bro yup... was quite happening... Yi Peng drove me to turf city and met up with the rest of the guys. Darren,GuoWei,JiaLin,Fai,ZhiCheng and Fadzilla haha... Darren , GuoWei in police surfing NS, Fai also jus got into Police force. JiaLin same la in TP as me. FadZ attachment in suntec as event planner.ZhiCheng quit TP and starting his own transportation company. YiPeng still in ITE. Ya had steamboat la, jia lart needa skip meals for over eating. Turf City steam boat i think betta than those in Marina South. Cos Not so hot, not too crowded and got free shuttle bus. After Eat crap abit sit ZhiCHeng Lorry go back ToaPayoh wait for Fai to take his bike. haha After tat went to ms 50 nian dai sing ktv.... k admit that i sing most of the song until no voice..... lol.... the rest some slping some drinking smoking... bla bla bla... haha Then sang Lian Ai ing for 2 times super high song..... After everything is like 3 am liao shared taxi with darren and guowei. Then sneak hm. Although sompare to secondary most of the plp changes abit here and there with different group of friends. But well i'm sure we did have a gd night yest and remembering the old days...... =)

bored

2006-08-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

I like so bored la... holiday stay at hm weekend stay at hm... sch end finish stay at hm... i think i'm getting hm bounded sad case. I'm jus not tat type of plp... but ya plp ard are bz with their life. Wat to do? cant profably force them to add u in rite? yup life gonna move on and ya alan gonna b a loner... guess tat wat my life rlly is ba... sad yet has to face it......

Post enD Sem Condition

2006-08-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

Haeadache,Stress,Pimples, outbreakes post exam plus end of sem condition. Obviously stress didnt really flash on my face. Always the slacky mi yet i knw i surely fail my MWSN and ya sub paper. If i flunk it mean half a yr more in tp and delay of NS. I hope not , don wanna be a old man servicing the country. Will die of heart attack 1. lol... i need a break a movie break, a date, a bro outing, a kbox outing, an argon mate outing , an antor mate outing. I misss the plp, the fun...... Life of end sem jus sux to the core. hai.... and 1 more thing i need is ...... lol ya anyway here some zhi liang pix after my cmsk presentation on monday N ya i cut my hair again n las Sat. =)

Beancurd N Chin Chow

2006-07-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

I'm like crazy for beancurd n ching chow this week. Had 4 days of beancurds + 3 days of ching chows. Is so irrisitable especially the 1 at rocor rd near bugis. Hee~ last time always have it with ben after swimming. Now super addicted to it liao. Ya recently more n more plp go there buy le, business very gd. haha.... anyway ya my wkis pritty boring ... i wanna shop and movie, hai... every1 seem so bz. Examon 29 Aug holiday soon... yippy....=)

pLSing is Difficulty

2006-07-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

life hard trying to pls plp. I dunno y, i was used to plsing some1 yet. That person keep wanting for more. I nv expect anything return but mayb i once wanted her love. Is sux knwing that she hurts me alot of time, yet i did many things for her. I'm so tired , fustrated with her words. Now, trying to escape the way of her ruling and demands. I'm tired and breathless... Now i jus wan to escape from her. N have the way of my own.

Cursed

2006-07-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes is jus weird . When u like some1 the person like others or even worst she hates u. Lol tats bad isnt it i'm always being cursed jus like tat. But mayb i'm the one to blaime or wat? i dunno mayb is my fault ba . For not being handsome, sweet mouthed or rich. Well i'm jus Alan jus hope somebody will jus like this simple guy for sake. All the best for myself for the nex some1 special. =) life boring...

Week Of Madness

2006-07-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

This week was asignments and asignments.... i hate color n combi actually for short is the teacher cos his expectation is unpractically high too the max... is like pls la we r IT student not design... Anyway even we all the loads my week r pretty fun esp fri... after sch went MS with Ben,Bernice and JY walk ard there then chit chat then asked Hao join us for movie.... Watch superman return, siok... definitely worth my 9.50 cos is 2.30 hrs of action packed interesting filled movie... :) after movie 11+ le went kallang mac eat supper then after tat go mustafa... took alot of silly pic, although i'm not in it , i had my fun being the cameraman =)

Ben"s new part-time job

Who can resist a model standing alone in the nite?

Ben E RockStar

Auntie or RockStar u decide...

New superband grp "Rock pengz"

Broke Back Mountain(Singapore Edition)

lol tats my week filled with madness of my bros anyway.... yest jus felt damn pissed cos of some1. Gib mi shit attitude even i was nice as gd to her... Rlly so tired of her, wanted her out of my sight... damn it but jus have to tolerate for a few weeks... But i'm pretty ok now after talking to my mei mei and miss Cindy lol... =)

love survey

2006-07-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

LosT HerO

2006-07-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

This is 1 of my sad moment of my life. 1stly England ended their world cup dream yest losing to Portugol in penalty. But they fault well with jus 10 men. I'm proud of them. Ya and another reason is my hero Beckham QUIT as England captain. Damn sad .(Read report http://soccernet.espn.go.com/news/story?id=373075&cc=4716 ) Yest when he was injured and has to sub out he cried on the bench. is understoodatble of feeling down not being able to be with ur men on the field on the last few battles. He was a gd captain and always the best England captain. Thanks Beckham for being with England all along... True hero always stay on our mind...

Sch Term 2

2006-07-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

Is Term 2 of sch super lazy to study watever shit cos sch is shit. Anyway at least sch go there gt to see my buddies still ok. Anyway this week is unlucky la. Lost money, matrix card cnfiscated more and more asignment dueing omg ii'm gonna kill myself. Anyway yest have a early celebration for Shereen bday. Ya met her up in marina square.Ya Jasmine and Sheeren's 2 friend were there too anyway. Saw grace but didnt have the chance to call her. ya... anyway i was like half shocked when i saw Shereen wearing the same necklace which i bought for her. It was like same 1. But anfter tat then knew it was actually the one i bought that she was wearing haha... Anyway got to go the "durian" famous romatic roof. ok la quite nice jus tat alot of plp how to romantic if u rlly bring gf go. lol... haha .... sux la my weekend nowadays is fucky boring always stay at hm. Friends always not free wth... any kind soul if free pls dial my num. and ask mi out thanks! =)

Here r some pix taken yest =)

Frm left : Me, Jasmine,Shu Min, Shereen

K this is Jamine she always full of laughter

Taiwan Trip

2006-06-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hey finally back from taiwan. Is a enjoyablle yet tiring trip. 1st day reach taiwan ard 6+pm go to hotel which is located near si men ding then after tat go si men ding walk walk. Have mi shua for dinner i mus say is not as nice as i expected.walk ard shopped bought 2 boxers. lol k 2nd day go see rocks at keelung harbour and have lunch at Jioufen buy mah ji and stuff ya... settle down at tai dong at night 3rd day morning travel ard hualiang not much stuff alot of mountains see fountains rivers etc senary all very beautiful but the routes are freking bumpy and stuff at nite settle down at tai nang 4th day morning travel ard gao shion and ken ting then go to tai zhong and night market there went to sogo shop bought an adidas bag woo~ 5th day travel ard tai zhong go to temple also boring stuff la hahaha ya and also go to 101 building, tallest building in Asia. Really beaudiful go to wu feng pu wah nothing to buy 1 lol.... ya settle back at taipei and at night woo~ shopping spree. Bought dunk ,levis 503 jeans and more boxers.Bought wallets for my 2 siblings. 6th day see fountain again. went to zoo and ya went to shilin night market today all very boring every1 is tired also damn boring la but at night haha shopping time... bought a wallet and a tshirt lol ya 7th day haha last day very sick also ya walked dan sui street not much stuff have lunch and ya go airport come back sg lol... overall this trip quite bad la needa keep settle down all the aunties hear their nags and alll bla bla bla but most impt all r sponsored by mum and other aunties hahaha so i don mind la... wee~ tat all abt my trip back to sg and needa start proj these few days hm alone cos the rest of them went thailand T_T i also wan go but i have tons of proj needa to do hai.... siann... so lonely now sob*

HoLidaY holIday....

2006-06-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

Woo~ is like holiday yet i'm like abit free yet bz type got lots of outing and stuff no time to blog lol...
Let Start with Wed... Met up with chiang ya his going NS, I mean his jus go in NS la... aiya very luan... Nvm Bought ticket for the omen anyway tat show sux la whole movie like a few stupid scene scary nia... But yet the cinema like got those siao mei mei like kip screaming for nothin. wtf... anyway after movie like haha super funny, go heeren saw gary,guang & may then walk down to tangs saw Ben ,JY and kok and ya Jess was in town n she met up with mi la... lol chiang very funny say she like stupid like tat cos Jess kip forgeting his name lol samn funny la walk ard and stuff la, chiang needa meet up with his friend so i met up with ben ,Jy and kok. Lol go walkj ard and tcss anyway we went to umm the new cthay super big la haha... got Ben and jerry cafe. Lol Ben say is ben and cherry hahaha... ya and umm ben was taking a mop to chAse after JY when he open the damn door he saw two cleaner was sitting down and staring and him then he faster ran back lol funny sia.... and ya went to bugis to eat carrot cake super big bowl cant finish la go hm dinner stilll need to ytell mum i was too full ... lol...
Thur soccer lol was not rlly fun la... i still like prefer las time jus play with our sch plp cos ben's friend all so pro. lol ya after soccer gO Bath and stuff decided to go Queen wth Jason and Ben and of course also Wei Han. Ya Hmm... sian lo go queen kana tempted by all the Jersey but all so ex lo knn~ F them ... and ya shop shop shop but no money. Nvm after tat go Bugis walk and stuff ya, but in the also bought bermudas at S&K. I'm like so broke la.
Sat yes Argon brothers gathering woo~ actually is no gal wan go la hahaha... anyway met up Ray, Shawn ,Dan and Lester my butok brothers have pepper lunch for dinner. Walk ard far east and slacked at Lido Mac. Planned to watch soccer so Dan said Mdm wong gt soccer and he have "special" price for us la. So went lo but needa go Dan hse 1st cos lester wore shorts and had to lend jeans frm Dan. Took bus to MS and went to Mdm wong but sadly they cancel soccer la no soccer and England match was startin got to a nearby pub la. The things all so ex so shared food with Shawn but the ass hole bartender nv told us need drink to stay... wtf in the end plus drink i spend ard 15 bucks f them... fucking broke . the match was disappointing with only 1 goal frm england. Anyway took bus hm in the end la. sianzzz...
Actually asked her out on monday kana fly kite again la sian... she like tat i gave up...
Tues tanning with Bernice and Ben shiok alot of chio bu lol.... haha went mustafa with ben after tat. Alot of cheap shirt but no money la sian ... night watch soccer with hao, jason and nich France match was boring so were brazil. Slpt 3 hrs and went sch played soccer wah sian la hot lke fuck like tat lo i'm chao tar now. lol after tat went Cine have lunch for Jason bday then played CS walk ard and stuff like tat see gals... haha ya... have a fun week and i'm going taiwan alrdy =) will update on my trip... =) cya

Pre TerMTest Wk

2006-06-04T09:48:00.000+08:00

this week is all abt report.Cmsk,3D N Mp report...All was quite easy anyway. Yest went to IT fair, gt a mouse 4 my lappy n was playing fifa with guang n gary the whole day. stand till my knee hurt like 1 kind.ya this wk term test le only 1 subj n after term test going taiwan on 16th june=)
I'm abit tired of doing things 4 her alrdy.Ihope somehow she appriciated mi. mayb i wont see her n i will not have the mistake again.N i don hab the energy left...

Pix

2006-05-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

SlaCkinG weeK

2006-05-28T12:11:00.000+08:00

This week very slack la not much report. No MP report is the best!!! lol i hate MP! Anyway i got only 1 subj for term test wooo~ lol shiok la extra 4 days of holidays lol... gd gd!!! Watched Da Vinci nice show very interesting although i didnt rlly understand all the christian stuff but well is a nice story. Anyway this week got MP report die~ And color combi hm wrk i think the lecturer don like mi... always gib mi low grade... i thght art shld have grade lol~ although my friend say it is not bad but the stupid lecturer don appriciate 1... hai... i wan to have my holidays! is so sian ...I wanna go out with friends! I wanna shop bla bla bla... life is tuff...

My CourT ForCe

2006-05-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

YES! YES! YES! Finally i had my found my court force! yes indid i'm so damn happy.... Avanna company mi to by lol yes... Thanks to her... Ya I love it... OMG... i'm addicted to shoes haha... anyway after bought my shoe walk ard ms haha saw rodrick and ya there is alot of sales recently.Anyway Avanna was tired had to go hm early. Ya

Yest celebrated Angelin Bday advanced celebration... Haha have dinner at NYDC wheelock place... I had mushroom ham baked rice and iced hazelnut elephantchino lol... the drink was big but not tat nice... The food was gd and cheezy ya... haha anyway kair hui keep wanna pao 1 mei mei trainee waitress haha... funny she was quite cute la anyway. The waitress there quite gd looking. Anyway take pict and things like tat. Headed to cie cos angelin 1 play tikGan lol so ld liao still play this kinda of thing. Ya we drew and wrote something on a plate for angelin as a bday gift. lol anyway we also sha bor her la poured 6 bottles of water on her... lol but she wear black and she don look wet at all... anyway ard 7 yrs of friendship with these gals and guys(Angelin,Andy,Kair Hui,Jasmine and Ying yi) I hope we will always b friend and in the future still meet up even is watever age of bday... :)
Anyway when i on my way hm. Guess wat? I saw her at a traffic. Izit fated? I beleive so cos i planned to take bus yet somehow i continued walking hm. lol anyway she say she need a bf, i hope she can find some1 gd ba. :) For mi most impt now is a getting diploma and go NS. Fulfilling my dream is a lata part in finding a nice gal and also my shop if i have the chance. =)

Sinful Week

2006-05-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

Ya this whole week is so sinful to mi. Las fri had a freaking full supper with my bro. Sunday had crabs and lots of other nice food. Yest i had 4 meals... Yest watch mi3 with my bro. Guess wat? The cinema we watch was the same 1 which me and her had our las movie in. And MS gib mi lots of memories, our first date was there also. But ya life gonna move on... =) BTW mi3 is nice but i still prefer the las 2 ep. Wow tom cruise used the N92 in the movie quite chio, wh wanna buy haha... rich idiot. lol ya after movie had carl jr wah quite nice the burger all big big 1 knn... all same size as whooper... nnb n lol this wk so sinful lo gonna excercise exercise ... hai...

LifE

2006-05-10T09:23:00.000+08:00

Is Funny u knw... Plp sometime reappear then dissappeaR... Think WH is rite both of them r bitch but wan of them still bother mi once awhile when she in need. I feel that i'm a spare tire The best thing to do is when the nex time she find mi i don bother her.But can i? I'll try since she don even bother mi. Is like wtf la... Bz so wat? I'm bz too , i'm like yr 3 she is jus yr1 fuck care... Another ending of friendship since she don care...

Bday BasH...

2006-05-06T12:49:00.000+08:00

Yest late for class again...Bus has been taking a long time to come. Sat 23 saw huiting rushed to 3d class with her. On the way saw Avanna at sch bus stop. Ya 3d was very interesting at least is much much betta like things like java and etc... lol ya had heavy lunch with guys. Then mwsm class anyway wat i knw now is top student r as bad as mi in practical classes they only strike for theory. Wtf...

After tat met up rest go for kbox at Tamp cos is C091 Nicholas 21st Bday... Lol ok i mus say i cant sing well in ktv... always lost control of my voice using always trying to hit the high notes.. but anyway can start to control le... Ya everything was fun and gd haha... k the gals well their singing umm cant rlly hear but sin hao say our class gal sing betta. Kinda of true but well u nv knw. haha Ya Finish at 10+ ... lol only got 1 car so cant drive every1 to eat... Saw umm melvin and liyi when we walking to car park they went to kbox also. lol wat a small world. Anyway squeeze inside weihan new car... his car really cool la... everything so high tech... best part is got plug for ipod and the spkers r really solid. Ya sin hao went hm drive lorry. All brothers was set to chong chong makan. lol Super siok. We shared kang kong,xiao cai lan and oyster omelette . Have bbq chicken wings n porridge. wow sinful sinful the sugar cane super big 3 times the normal 1 u saw in normal hawker centers the price also 3 times... haha Anyway officially broke this week. Sian hao send mi and ben home. lol i the way he kip kpkb haha... tats him la being usual self. Enjoy time with my brothers, eating, playing game, sports and well looking at gals... haha i'm the president of the CAC... well u wanna knw wat is it ask mi... haha

Court Force Here I coMe...

2006-05-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

Monday Shopped with Ben... Ate Subway, haha is been yrs that i ate it and i greatly missed it.Las time during O lvl holiday while wrking , ate it almost everyday. I jus love subway. walked around town to look at dunk, air force and court force . But not much nice 1. Anyway Found my aim liao... The new court Force i wanted

Love it so much man... 149 bucks... gonna save it... Y this yr not 21 if 21 got gov money liao then can buy force... hai... sad ah T_T

Silly?

2006-05-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

After spking to her... everything was clear! I'm relief yet sad... knwing it doesnt rlly is my entire fault... everthing was not given a chance for mi to fight for... I'm a fighter in life, i fight wat i wan but well thing doesnt did well. I'm so silly, stupid and ya simple minded to once believing everything...

Sad

2006-04-30T03:30:00.000+08:00

Saw Ambe this 4 letter appear in my inbox... Open is a invitation to hi5 (something like friendster) Go in and saw 1 of her post and her new pix... I miss her but this post hurt me more
I'm sad bcos she can get over it so fast, I'm sad bcos she is seeking new guy and i'm sad bcos i don meant to b a gd guy to her... I'm sad...

Antor/Argon Outing

2006-04-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm posting here... today outing is fun joyful and craps... Meet kenny,bernice and kenny friend at orchard mrt waited for shereen,jasmine and raymond. Went to pepper lunch at lido isetan. Makan I had Salmon pepper rice. Not bad! Every1 started to click along... lol tats fast mayb cos all tp student... Avanna and her friend came and said hi to us... lol cant join cos they heading to tampines. After dinner walked to wheelock initially wanted to find a place to chill but some1 suggested playing pool so headed down lucky plaza along the way Daniel joined along. Played 1 game with kenny,jasmine and shereen. Avanna and her friends met us again cos their friend haven ready to meet them. Then some play some take photo...photo coming up lata... After pool went to Mac to chill... hab a drink crap abit. Daniel start to smoke and tat cause the gals to go mango and walked away frm us guys. Dan start to make a fuss abt it, haha... lol after ta shereen and Jas needa go hm. Kenny and Dan needa meet friend. Left Ray, Bernice and mi so decided to go cine play xbox since is like only 9+. Play winning eleven kana trash by Ray... kinda distracted by a beautiful babe behind us hahaha.... Ya after tat took train since it was crowded we headed to marina south way ... during the stop at ms... Ray asked bernice to go below the seats to take pic haha SHE DID IT... lol damn funny.... Ya and lotsa stupid staf anyway... pic below... :)

Edited by Shereen N Mi...

The Two Babes Plus Mi

Shereen N Mi

Mi N Shereen (edited By Her)

The Monkey

JasmiNe Trying to acT Pro

BernicE's Scary Nails N ScareD Ray

ThIs Is Crazy move Of The Night

I Miss Her

2006-04-29T10:32:00.000+08:00

These few days iJus dunno y, I keep having flash backs of her. The things we did, the things we talk. I miss her. I miss the smell of her , I miss her voice, i miss her concern, i miss her scolding and miss her calling mi hubby. I miss nagging her , miss talking to her, i miss calling her bebe. I really miss her and I dolove her. Why do god wan to seperate us?y? I really miss u, ambe... And I wish to say to u I Love U my once bebe... But time will nv goes back for me...

New friends/Old Friends?

2006-04-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

Which is impt? or if there is 2 infront of u which do u choose? Mayb new friends to her is impt... i'm jus a nobody, a silly fool tat can be used 24/7 anytime she like ba... seeing her happy with new friends hurts mi deep... it mean i cant b even be able to compare to her new friends? Alan is who? Alan is a nobody... I'm depress sad ... For mi all friends are equally impt is a matter of wat degree friend and how they treat mi. Why is she has been treating so badly yet i'm here for her for almost 4 yrs? I dunno... Love?Friendship? I really dunno... i'm jus plain silly...

Sick N pissed

2006-04-26T10:54:00.000+08:00

After the sentosa trip... i'm more sick... running nose headache... staret of the sch is bad with illness. lol slp at library n ya my pms plan i doing well spending less than 2.50 a day. wat shld i buy? a dunk or a jersey? lol end of month then say...

i was pissed on how she had spoken to mi... did i rlly did anything wrng tat make her spk this way? after knwing mi so long am i a person was will b angry at a matter of u being n'ignoring' mi cos u r bz. if u had ever spoken nicely will i b tat pissed by u? i'm jus like a nobody to her. y?y?y?

Sentosa Trip

2006-04-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

Tmw woke up feeling very tired. Cos i'm sick la... Pull myself up to bed, cos don rlly wanna miss this gathering. I'm always sick for sentosa gathering, dunno y. wat a curse. So was like go pack bag go bath and staff... walk to mrt take traing down to harbour front. Wah liao i see no antor plp 1 , so sad. Only TAT was there. k wait wait wait... got plp come la but all scattered and gone away themselves. kenny, jason n mag all came togather so after they reach went to the hawker center sit ard... crp ard. dan brought jesper along. my long long nv see bro... haha nv chnge lol, still gay with him haha he was my otc 05 partner haha... k
rch sentosa at ard 1230 wah crowded seh... play soccer at start, then rain very heavy still play... shiok but surely sick... then sit ard and chat ard lo... i'm quite anti social sit ard with jesper... chit chat brother chat... see gals. lol this yr alot of bikini gals wow~ o_O haha then the water was damn disgusting, got mud 1 yucks~ jesper say it looks like crude oil the mud was black color... lol anyway we were laughing at dan everytime he stood up cos his pants damn trasparent den no underwear... haha n also damn loss... lol we keep calling him to jump... lol went siloso bath n staff hai... wait damn long to bath and wait damn long for yvonne and karen(freshies). after much decision met up in harbour n decided to go ps...que up for food n stafff bought mos burger. then we all settle down at near mrt there... damn alot of plp. After finish, me jason and kenny still hungry, went carefour buy staff... bought salmon pizza and chicken pizza. Chicken was nice salmon alrite but all plp don like. So in the end play guess num game to finish the las piece... rch hm 10+ suddenly having running nose hai... damn sick now lo.

Anyway tat some1 was at sentosa. She knw i was going she nv say. When i saw her i also like quite fusrtated and disappointed. Ever since she join tp, i'm feeling tat it seem like a disgrace to knw mi like tat. I've did so much for her, has been there for her and ard 4 yrs of friendship. Hai... wat to do? i'm feeling very disappointed by her over behaviour.

F Up Guys...

2006-04-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hab been hearing friends feeling down cos of r/s sian... this month is april shi shi sheng no wonder... Jia lart lo... after hearing i feel something... y do nice gals always mistreat by bad guys? very unfair lo... gib us nice gals la,for plp like me, we surely treat them well. those bad guys shld hab bad gals wat... damn blody unfair lo... Y do those guys like say such horrible staff to my friends wah liao eh... very sad for my freidn sia... nvm alan is always here to gib u all my listening ears... hope they all everythings goes well... =)

Struggling to Be Fine

2006-04-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

Sometime god jus wanna play with our life. I dunno y... is god tat free? The more i trying to b fine and happy he more life turn worst. When like i jus gib up miricle strikes here and there. Tat wierd isnt it? Today i then knw wat the true reason of my ended relation withher, cos she wan a new life. Is quite unfair la, but wat to do? is plp life u jus cant control it? Is gal so difficult to understand? or ami plain stupid? Mayb tat both... Life nv b the same with so many things happening... when 2 person most impt jus dissappear jus like tat... Will ever 1 of them reappear? Or some1 new be featuring? I dunno...I jus wish i'll know when it happens...

fow/foc

2006-04-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

camps fow & foc... Jess was not happi i'm going for the camp as she is going too. But i really got choice. Cos karine and dan tried to talk over inorder to let me go for the camp. 3 days of camp, i dunno hw i felt.Mayb tired? i'm really tired and bored.But when u see ur bunch of freshies having fun everything was worth it. I eventually skipped the 2nd day of fow to see sin hao, had dinner with wh,ben,nick at tian wai tian the food was damn shiok.Eat until going to vomit. Price alrite la...
I didnt really knw whether to go foc. Jess something seem weird in the thing she expected to want. But i have lots of reason to go.In the end i went. Everything pays off, everything was fun and touching at last.Although i didnt really make much friends but is quite ok. Use to attend camps to knw more plp. But now mayb this camp to me is abt the old memories i had with my past camp buddies.They were great and i really miss them. There a few great current camp buddies.But to certain extent they are still a distant frmme. I dunno y, but sometime is hard to communicate with plp.
After camp, mayb in the middle of camp Jess is wierd somehow. But this camp do mayb chnge plp. I waited whole nite for her to go hm. But in the end she jus went off with her campmate.Wat abt me? she knew i was waiting, she nv did said anything and left herself. Wat abt a friend who has been always concerning her for the past 3 yrs? i dunno mayb to certain extent i jus needed when i amto her mayb... i dunno somany things has been happening this month 1 day i may no longer to take these hurting staff anymore.I felt sad and exhausted runnning and running fromall these troubles.Alli need is a happy life but things always turns difficult...Life do sux ...

MoviNg On...

2006-04-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

Theres tons of friends concerning asking me wat happen... well it all explanation and staff although i'm myself quite clueless wat actually happen.Evrything was too sudden. But as times goes by the pain is starting to recover, no more brking down at nite ,no more crying for love songs we loved and no more pic of us. Well life gonna move on, no matter happy or sad it is still a day. Y not b happy? Mayb it seem i recovering in a fast pase. But i have gone through alot, kinda of numb on cases somehow similar like tat. With friends concern, felt much betta, feeling there is friend still ard. N some1 concerning me, but yet tat some1 is hurting by their own staff. Being part and being apart is part of life. Everything has to move on, this was jus a dream i will had put down. No matter wat there is no going to b turning back for both of us... Jus wishes her all the best, and will some day find some1 which suit her more and happy of.

Dream...

2006-04-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

Is 5th April the date i'll nv forget.The day where my dream was broken. she now is not my part of me anymore living my non color life. She was once tat color it and i'm greatful. But the reson bhind the ending izit truth? i dunno. Beliving it hurts me alot, not believing still hurts me.Either way is still hurts. Is there noreturn to my once wonderful dream? We planned for the future and now is no way it is fulfilling.I miss her alot, i love her alot i nv had the intention of parting since start. And Ending this i had to say thanks for ur love and care, i'll b here if ever 1 day u look back. I Love u bebe always...

LiFe SuX

2006-04-05T11:35:00.000+08:00

Is been almost a week since i met her. Is almost a week full of not very happi talking. I dunno wats the problem. Izit me or her? I not sure. Mayb i'm not a guy who able to gib security to a gal of her environment. I'm jus out of reach for her problems. kinda of useless. But did she consider this point when we were abt to be togather? I dunno... reading at pass msn logs of ours brought me lots of swt memories. How i wish our chat is like wat once we had at that time. What she is facing with? What she is doing these few days? tat always haunting me for days and nights. Especially during the night i felt so loenly and reckless not hearing her. I wanna see her and i wanna wan happily chatting with her. I wan her old self back. The bubbly, chatty, sunshine and swt gal, that has always been ard with me to cheer my days... I miss u my dear and i really love u...

BirthDay CelebratIOns...

2006-04-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

K Think for those usual readers will knw i like to blog a series a day in a week. Sorry really bz with my bday, got hm and is rlly tired to blog anyway i'll back track everything.

30th March- K My Bday date Met bebe as usual at Bishan mrt.I bought her flowers cos it was going to b our 1st month togather and for so long i nv did bought her flower.lol... She gave me my pressie, is a small box when i open there a big diamond ring inside. It cost her quite alot, omg... but is her thoughts for me so is ok. I'm rlly happi... Go to bugis take neoprints wow~ super cute and swt wor... Anyway went to MS afterwards was intended to go kbox but bebe got sore troat. So went to buy tix for iceage 2 instead. Hab lunch at LJS, 1st time see her eat so unheathy food haha, but she cut away the flour all tat, left the white meat...lol afterwards go for our show. IceAge 2 is so cute but i prefer the 1st 1 but beb prefer this 1 cos more romantic. After movie walk ard shop ard lo.Bought my ripcurl dog tag finally... wow~ but the stupid thing so short... Found a place sit down chit chat alot, as usual talking abt our prob and staff. Bebe always think too much i hope she don think too much and try to relax abit.She is jus too stress... Have dinner at ard 7.30... hab swensen for food... my set like eeek~ not nice lo only the ice cream... the chicken meat super hard. Bebe seafood set looks much betta... But wat bebe likes the most is their sofa cos super cosy lol... after dinner actually wanted to walk walk but like quite late and bebe got sch the next day. Company her take 171... btw nv try taking 171 from ms to yishun is bloody hell 1 and a half hr... sit till u cry T___T send her hm and staff... Anyway i hab a wonderful bday cos of u bebe... Love u and thanks for ur time for my bday and ur pressie too, i love it... here the pix

Our 1st Neoprint shots

Her PressiE For Me

29th MarcH - Meet The guys, Ben,SinHao,Nichx2(1 is C091,1 is our short bro Nich) ,JiaoHao and JunYou at ClarkQuay Mrt Walk to The Riverside Indo restaurant wait for the gals wah liao sibei long... Sin Hao cannot tahan, all of us super hungry haha... Anyway HuiLing,HuiTing And Ashley Reach ard 7.30Go in sit down talk cock wait for others... Every1 reach then order food lo order the single person 12 bucks set...The food was nice but not enough for some of the guys la... Anyway Weihan,Sinhao ,Jasmine,Nich(Short 1) Has to go early, quite sian but bo bian la... hahaha ...Anyway walk ard and found a spot for us to cut the cakes... Taking photos and staff everything was so nice the fountain ,the lights omg... 1 cake for me,peiling and jy the three march old babies... lol is our 20th bday anyway... Receive pressie for bernice, a mofo soap. A shared pressie from everyone the spongebob boxer,diamond earring and huiling make extra effort to buy me a cookie cos she thght i cant eat cake.Thanks! A card from Kimberly,although my surname was mistaken but thanks alot to every1 i enjoyed the nite and i hope u guys too... My course mates rox Thanks to all C091 buddies and sinhao, weihan and nich... Appriciate it...

My prssie From all my poly peeps.Thanks!

MyBdayCookie...Yum~

27 March- Met YingYi,Angelin and Jasmine my sec sch old pals... Walked to Cine and hab our lunch at Cafe Cartel, I love the food there as usual. The gals treat me the meal. After tat bought tix for The Date Movie... The gals plaed the ticom machine haha~ After tat then go see the movie , Movie was funny worth watching but short The gals drag me to take nroprints and dressed in wierd costumes.... omg... Haha... But the whole day they treated me and caught up with life and staff...Thanks gals... Enjoy the day...Hope to see u all soon again...

Enjoy my Bday this yr till the very drop,friend like weihan and Jessline called in to sing happi bday song.Thanks! kawaii friends! And also receiving sms and belated sms on bday wishes... Lol thanks guys... K Happi20th bday and wishing every yr bday will be so happy and great.Thanks u guys, u all jus rox my 20th bday!

HappInes, sadNesss?

2006-03-28T00:05:00.001+08:00

Supp paper end le so happi... wow... kinda of alrite paper. hmm ok got wat more update of us? let me see...

22th March- After exam, go bebe hse. hmm slack, watch tv chit chat lo. Go eat dinner... wat else still slack haha... go walk walk at nite 11+ she initially wanted to go sambawang beach but wah super far lo.so walked ard chit chat . everything was ok she calm down le. went back, kana chase away by her dad, bo bian go hm...

23th March- Go out with bebe.Hab lunch at mos burger, bought a cup of soup. She hab been skippin meals. Shop ard town. i'm alrdy getting use to her dressing sense. Wat to do she like wat? But she nv get to use to mine. she think wearing tshirts n shorts n slippers is not apropriate to go town. Wierd... Town is gonna let us shop till very sian, sg is so limted with place to go.

24th March- Slack whole day at hm. fetch bebe at 7 tomy hse. Make the brownie hot, but it is non edible liao, is like eating a rock. Cos i forgot put water when makin it warm. I cut the pear to form a word " I (heartshape) mb" bebe don eat pear so i was destroying my ugly art piece in the end. She actually wanted 1st chiong tomy rm,but prepared the candles forming another "i love u" but not rdy. Made rdy n brought her to my rm. She was surprise tat i rlly do it. but i kinda of sui wax on my table my lappie. But everthing was worth it to make her happi. Send her hm, hab my dinner at mac. gave her part of my burger cos she nv ate whole day. omg... jus cant stand her... send her hm, 2nd sui thing, i almost fell when i make way for a lady to cross the q out when queing for bus at yishun mrt. k after send her hm, when walking hm. i almost step on a frog.omg... it looked like a leave... k today another bad news some idiot guy like her, hai... she is worrying it.

25th March- meet gary,guang,von n bebe have lunch at yoshi. For 1st time i saw bebe buy noodles eat. Lucky tat she ate. walk ard town, von keep shopping. Bo bian as a guy shld company gals ma. Walk until very tired. Be n Von has to go hm 1st left the 3 of us. Went to newton circles eat.Hab not been there for yrs. Hab stingray, hokkien noodles,oyster omelette n satay. shiok, full until wanna vomit. my 2 gd bro treat me eat 4 my bday. thanks gary n guang...

26th- Gave small quarrel with bebe she very worried n fan. i hab not done a gd part as a bf. with much concerns, consults n thinking. As a bf of her, even things i cant solve for her, i'll b there for her. She has alrdy so much worries, i shld gib her laughter when she see me but not more worries. she is my special 1. I love her n she love me.i mus do a part. Mus chnge for the betta all bcos of for her. Find a job n b more understandable... I'm always b there for u more bebe...

HappInes, sadNesss?

2006-03-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

1st date

2006-03-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

Fri was the 1st date of me n my bebe. Although it was hot n warm outside. I was being 'made' to wear long sleves shirt n jeans omg... tats how my bebe toture me with things like tat. Met her up at bishan mrt. she was quite pai sei at 1st la. haha she kinda of cute, bah bah hands feel like biting them everytime. Hahaha took train down orchard, far east was quiet dunno y all da shop nv open when we reach there at ard 12 wierd. Walk to pacific plaza wah super hot lo, the air con there hor always spoil 1. decide to catch a movie since we really nohing to do. Walk to lido see timin not very gd, check the timin forbig mama hse . Cine gt gd timin so walked there lo. On the way keep pesterin bebe to chnge her style abit. Haha she everything so jap jap... too special alot of plp see see. reach cine buy tic the sales office plp kinda of f up. Big mama hse super pack with the seats available, no choice choose nanny mcphee in the end. the show was quite alright but short la. after cine decide go to ms. Took train down, walk ard mostly i complanin how she dress... lol... have our lunch cum dinner at yoshi. walk to suntec awhile see see ard so sian lo. Both of us kinda of sian n tired with the crowds. Walk to raffles place shop awhile. Decide go my hse, but scare my family at hm. did make a call to double check. no 1 pick up, but when reach my hse, sian dad at hm. So go bebe place lo. reach her hse 8+ watch tv chit chat ... till 1+ take cab go hm, lucky got cab and not very ex cost only 10+. I'm glad to have her, she so swt and all... hee~ so addicted to my wonderful bebe...

Friends?

2006-03-12T09:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder am i tat jus a small part of in my friends? I dunno mayb in poly i am ba... although life seem to be rite recently but after much thinking n lk lk sometimes maybe it ain't. There r gang of friends who might think i am some 1 shld b ard with n rmb to b called out. But still they are rlly bz or r alrdy in a diff path as me. But i'm glad to hv friends like gary and wei guang yest went to IT fair super funny. Alot of staff to buy but no money. Babes r everywhere but no touching... lol k stupid joke of the day y piza face will hv depression, cos she everyday see mirror. lol nvm when u knw her u knw y... lol super funny. Anyway sometimes i think friends mayb impt but they always leave n go so mayb some r jus nt meant for me to put my whole heart in me. Anyway now bebe is most impt ba. whole heart has given to her. She already a part of my me. She like my best friend, family and everything. I jus love her. Yest morning 5+ dunno y hse super noisy n i kinda of wake up also. Then bebe sms me, so qiao she was in the taxi on the way to golden mile take bus go genting. At 1st got the super miss feelin ba, but after much thinking time runs fast so jus wait patiently b4 i knew it she will b back. k waiting the day we meeting... woohoo~

LivelY Weeks

2006-03-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm... kinda of lazy to blog... anyway lots of things was happening for this 2 weeks of holiday. 1stly 1 happy news i'm attached. FINALLY!!! for 19 yrs in my life don have a proper gf omg... wat a shame on u, Mr Alan. K my bebe is so caring, swt, caring... and it goes on for days... think tons of plp already knw this news ba... K... Everything with her is like a dream. Nv thght it will happen, and boom it rlly happen. I'm rlly thanks to everything to let me have her. willing to gib up anything jus for my princess AMBE!!! omg... hee~

2nd william 21 bday... wat to say i spend like hell... spend like ard 30 dollars ... most money i spend on a chalet EVER! kinda of regreted going though cos hao only went there late at nite and i was fucking alone... as in the rest r c091 plp... is not i donno them, but u knw things is always diff when u r with ur own classmate. Or i don wish more is at least a few of ur classmate r ard to feel everything is much betta. Although is like some plp say as they recongise i'm 1 of them. But practically i'm still not. Kinda of being suan times to times. Plus so much money spend to jus go for a not so happi chalet plus is a bday chalet. Aint it gonna b free or jus pressie is enough. K i may sound cheap, but don expect much from a jobless and no pocket $$$ guy rite? plus i paid n being bullied hai... i miss my classmate c092 peeps... i miss u all... human nv treasure staff , aft they r lost then regret. Hai... But lucky still got bebe call me, i'm cheered abit even given the fact i forgotten i don have free incoming in the afternoon. k... nv count me in when my peeps r not involve...

Hmm remainly days r like shopping , gym, swim... everything was gd. Caught up Final destination 3 with JY n Ben after swimming... the movie was short and ermm bloody... Underworld Evolution watched with chiang wei, ah the whole movie dunno talking wat shit... k wasted like 14 bucks for this 2 stupid movie... f it... k have a new hairdo tat cost 120 bucks omg... spend so much...

K anyway 3rd gd new fail only wapd this yr. thankfully, with a curse of 3 subj each sem was broken. n hopefully can pass the supp pp...

K properly feel single again... Bebe is going genting today till wed... hope everything went well for her. Although i did rlly affected her mood. rlly sorry cant stop missing her... K for 4 days without her is study ba for wapd lo... to fill up my time... cant wait for thur to hear her and fri to see her... I love my bebe...

BuddY Met Up

2006-02-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

Yes was wat a nite... Jason invited us to his hse to have steamboat. Bcoe Jason is entering the army on 10th of march and Wei Han is having operation today. Ya i met ben n together went wh hse. wh drove us to parkway to get jason something. During the trip, ben and xin hao was having the mighty arm and mighty leg fight... ke lian nick ass kana touch during the fight hahaha... reach jason hse wait for him set up. Got many food wor eat until crazy. Freaking full... and guess wat we played soccer after tat... hahaha very funny game cos of xin hao lo... he is very sui la... 1st incident his foot slapped on ben mighty tigh, 2nd his dick was almost kana by wh throw of ball on him... 3rd go pick ball step on sihump shell hahaha... fucking funny lo... it was wei han las match cos he need to rest 6 mths for his kneee to recover le... best soccer match ever as i can said haha... i jus love all my buddies here... now jason is going to go hai... anyway go hm forgot take my watch freaking sui... hope jason got time pass to me.

Anyway all prob encounter pass few weeks have been 'solved'... wed chalet here i come...

Drown

2006-02-22T12:12:00.000+08:00

If u are down
I'll be your teddy bear , I'll be your clown
I’ll take you round and round and
If you don’t mind I could be your standing ground
Even if that means I’d drown
And baby that’ll my one last vow

CroSs Roads

2006-02-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

Although is exam alot of staff really got me on whole.Although is like distraction but it more like deciding my way of life to b moved on. Wei Han told me alot and i'm quite clear on everything after wat he day, peiling also call me to slowly decide. Lol 2 great buddies mus thanks them on their advise. K I mus admit i still cant let her go. Yest seeing the way she was really hurts me alot . She may seem ok, but wat make me hurt is tat during tat time y shld i have left her, if mayb i had put some effort, she might not b together with him. And she might not have been hurt again. Even though everything is not under my control, if i had put more courage and effort all this might not have happen. I don like the feeling that she is feeling sad, and the worst things now is she don like to talk to me abt her staff. Of course i'll like to knw everything abt all i missed up on her. Seeing her happy is more impt than anything, even if i'm not her boy. I don mind but she mus b happy. But i wont 1 some1 to hurt her again, i jus everyday see her bright smile it makes my day. for now wat i can do is stand by her side to be her guardian angel...

Studies week

2006-02-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

Yest was well valentine... this yr same no valentine... everything was cancel... kinda of heart broken cos things didnt make it after all the preparations n staff. But well now is time to worry exam rather on such staff anyway.

Somebody is back to my life again, dunno y seem like she always back at a wierd time. But well always open my big heart to her. Once some1 place a impt place in my heart, nv will it be able to replace...esp her... but to me now i dunno wat the feeling friends?sis? or more than that? i dunno jus let time pass...

I had my Goldy

2006-02-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

Sunday went out with auntie cat jus cant stand staying at hm all day long, already like rotting on sat at hm.Walk ard see flash imp... the shirt after 20% off still cost 30+ might as well buy nike. then pants only 20% off wah liao. after disc also 40+ sianz... have lunch at usual chinese restaurant , my fav toast and yuan yang(coffe mix tea) , drunkard chicken and luo mi ji. after tat walk to heeren got sweater very nice at mambo but cost 70 bucks... nv buy then walk to 4skin bought a short. OMG for dunno how many yrs i have not wore a L sized shorts... k then walk here walk there decided really wan to buy my gold air force. walked to far east leftfoot my size available heng. yibi new shoe...

anyway yest mapd almost gib up, thanks to william lucky save us. haha really thanks him alot . Got hm kinda of freaking stress. guess is bcos...

Today got bad headache so think i'll write till here...

Post CNY

2006-02-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

CNY is all abt eating and trying hard to remember how to call thos elders, in order to get the red little packet of money... tats wat i feel. 1st day6 was boring, 2nd day umm abit better but still boring, 3rd day nothing to say also boring... jus eat n eat...omg

sch starts and was rushing for msde finish and now left mapd lucky postpone to nex tue. or i have to burn mid nite oil on thursday liao.

Yest was huiting 20th bday. anyway happy bday to her. as usual no bday cake for me... cos i really cant eat la... pai sei then like take pic things like tat. after sch went tm eat new york pizza, wah not tat gd la. cos hao say he wan try then eat 1. share curry chicken pizza with wh. then went tm walk walk... not much staff to buy also... jus saw a very nice ladies' adidas bag looks suitable for her. but is like 50 dollar omg ... k then waited ard for william and junyou, william shopped for belt cos his pants is super lose... lol he has been complaining it b4 cny liao lol... met up with the gals (huilin, huiting, ashley, bernice) took bus to bernice hse. eat steamboat. her hse i dunno y really no wind 1 damn hot, was sweating like hell. played the num guessing game shit i lost like 3 or 4 times... but lucky jus eating chilly... is not hot i swear jus tat the hse was really warm no wind... then ben , wh and jasmine reach at like 8.30 like tat damn late... while waiting for them hao was like playing the vacumn container... lol is jus some container then to open press the button to suck in air, to close pump out air from it... they actually wanted to watch i'm not stupid 2 midnite. but was cancel la in the end cos bernice cant go and things like tat. overall the day was fun la. my new gang jus rox... took cab hm which costed me 8.60 frm yishun omg...

anyway i hope my gang now will still as wat we are in yrs to come. although i also missed my old gang but things r diff. plp changed , nv thght of each other existance anymore. and well lucky i still have guang and gary my two great buddy for like few yrs le... thanks alot to them and my new gang, they jus make my days better... happy cny to u all anyway...

CNY eve Eve

2006-01-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

Got tons of assignment up to due. 2 down nex week 2 to go. but well that mean cny also need to do proj sian 1/2...

Anyway reunion dinner at my own hse. After tat Hao come fetch me to chinatown in his lorry hahaha... William,Junyou, ah hao, ben, huling, huiting and ashley. lol super fun, ben they all sing(actually is shout the cny song... hahaha then chinatown don have much crowd as i expected la, at least in my memory chinatown was so crowded tat i would be unable to move much. but mayb is nowadays the variety of store is not much also. bought taiwan na ji n jelly supper nice lol... i bought then the rest gian also bought haha... after chinatown go yaashin lol share the medobut(duno how to spell) among the rest have teh chinno ice, jy teh o ice super sweet... lol all of us walked huiting hm which was super near, in the lift damn funny keep shout shout they all. n willian scream ah terrible~ squueeze near n there lol damm rei nao... Reached hm at 4+ am haha i jus love my gang

TP opeN Hse...

2006-01-22T12:25:00.000+08:00

Helped out in open hse on fri N sat... Kinda pissed off by some sec sch student. Attitude prob... Some talk to them they don listen and even look at u... Gib them paper don wanna take. Aiyo not advertisement leh is for ur future lo. Jus take wat maybe u may need it. But lucky there is still some that is quite nice la, by saying thanks you and being considerate with us during the demos... Nv saw any friends come open hse quite sad... lol

My Levi's Watch coming only nex week hope got white 1 god blessme. i wan it so much totally in love with it...

Wat My Bday Means

2006-01-22T12:22:00.000+08:00

***Your Birthdate: March 30***
You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.

Your strength: Your flair

Your weakness: If you think it, you say it

Your power color: Scarlet red

Your power symbol: Inverted triangle

Your power month: March

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CaToNNecio Slacking day...

2006-01-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yest was a slacking day, after sch chiong back hm take my clothes and off to weiHan hse... Got me, weiHan,Ben,Nick,SinHaoandJunYou. We ate whole nite sitting and eating and talking crap... lol freaking full... After tat have our pro evo soccer5 tournament... Our lost big time trash by every1 dunno why kind of not my day duh.... Ard 2+ went eat actually sit at sinHao lorry 1 but then after awhile the rain got damn big, me,weiHan,Ben and JunYou the 4 guys who sit behind wetted our pants... MAde a U turn and weiHan drive his dad's camry instead... got to geylang and eat tao hui ... weiHan found a place to park by it was outside some massage parlour , and without guessing there is prostitute shouting for business... lol ... but all freaking old 1 see liao vomit... K at the tao hui place i have soya bean drinks and shao bin... quite ex but the toahui and tao hui water damn nice... After eating go back weiHan hse , JunYou N sinHao went hm instead... Go back took a bath have a game and i was very shag... So sleep until today 2pm hahaha was initially 10+ must wake up la but then the guys still continue slp because they watch movie when i was aslp... Went to queensway shop awhile and printed our joursey... weiHan and Nick bought the beckham jacket damn nice but is like 129 bucks... Cant afford ... Sian hai money i need money....

RainIng Day

2006-01-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

From yest till today keep rain rain n rain.... Yest was quite fun ba i guess... haha i keep cooking the food were nice eat till full full then watch soccer although not much staff to do cos every1 eat finish like tired liao... lol We played umm the wats tat call... the fire sparkles stick thingy haha... was planning to throw it when nich and his gf in the room... when wh throw the stick, the fire burned his wooden flooring haha.... now got 2 cha da hole there... lol and the gas produce by the burning was like circulating the whole room damn smelly... the bastard jason tua kang us again nv come... bloody hell... N at nite we played the fatal frame huiting was so excited on the game haha... and ben scared the hell out of every1 when he suddenly scream hahaha... n then play daidee and went to watch soccer... i fell aslp doh hahaha... damn tired lo...

Anyway my blog got song le thanks to cheryl lol... and ya need to tell her to cheer up and ya trytrytry to talk to bel k? haha ... k nite every1...

LiFe bacK to NormAL

2006-01-07T15:52:00.000+08:00

Been having very down period last few days cos of friends, sch and sress levels are high. 1 thing for sure i'm still very not clear y a person can change so fast. sometimes they r some real gd buddy and jus a blink they become some1 tat is real bad and u don even wan to see. Hmm... no wonder there is a saying in chinese turn bad in just 3 days, turn good is more than 3 yrs. I'm blogging at wh house now later gonna have bbq. Excited lol... bought all the staff and ready to party!

EndIngs...

2006-01-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Life is full of start of events and ending of events... I dunno y for me my starts is always nice , cool and good ... well tats great but y izit the end is always like freaking off away... i dunno y this and that all are abt the same no sweet endings... when u treat plp nice and well wow~ they thinks tat u r being gd to bully. If u gib like 1 kind of shit attitude nobody wanna bother u. So wat to do? i dunno, mr nice or mr f ... everytime enters a new environment there is for sure a challenge , i'm already sick of what lies ahead so sick of being alone, being bullied, being left out... wat to do? end everything? or jus continue miserabling force myself to take it? I so so so pile up by emotions and unhappy staff inside, back then i got a grp of pals tat i'll be able to say my words and feelings to. But now who else, to say to. Close friends, nah guys are like "aiya u so girly like like tat 1 meh? " gals close 1 are gone for long, new 1 i'm jus not sure who will lend me a listening ears to... my god i have enough of all this shits pls let me go....T___T

Bad BeginginG...

2006-01-02T23:41:00.001+08:00

Today is jus aint not tat gd... maybe is jus the whole period 2006 so? is jus the same a bad start already wtf.... nvm has been packing hm and anyway so some1 dumped a fish at my void deck wtf... so fuck up the person is although don wan at least have the courtesy to throw it in a drain or a pool at park... Anyway fig out my mapd will be doom nv even have started plp have help by close friends and things like tat. While me i dunno there is still no light of help from any1. Although is not rite to depend on any1 what will u do if u don even knw how to do? HaI ... waT to do? jus try urself and fail the stupid subj or mayb even the course... 1 day if ever i may feel tat so fusrated in continuing this life i may end it someway somehow it jus sux from the beginging...

Bad BeggIninG...

2006-01-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today like jus aint not tat gd... maybe is jus the whole period 2006 so? is jus the same a bad start already wtf.... nvm has been packing hm and anyway so some1 dumped a fish at my void deck wtf... so fuck up the person is although don wan at least have the courtesy to throw it in a drain or a pool at park... Anyway fig out my mapd will be doom nv even have started plp have help by close friends and things like tat. While me i dunno there is still no light of help from any1. Although is not rite to depend on any1 what will u do if u don even knw how to do? HaI ... waT to do? jus try urself and fail the stupid subj or mayb even the course... 1 day if ever i may feel tat so fusrated in continuing this life i may end it someway somehow it jus sux from the beginging...

MissInG my FamIly...

2006-01-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Today when i open my album of pix. I've realise 1 thing, 1 thing for sure i miss my FamiLy the Argon Family Although is not rite to compare present and pass. But they r my family, every1 to me the guys, all my bro, the gals like my sis. Isk our mr papa and grace our sunshine our nanny. I have appreciated their being by doing my part b4, the contact list 4 every 1, the shirt design (i'm still proud of it) and the gathering(although always not all will come). Every moment, every steps, every cheers, every laughter and joy is drilled in my mind. How i wish i can bring them all back. Everything has a end since there is a start. My only fate now is trying my best to stay closed who i always have been ard with in the grp. Tears flow down the cheeks with wat i have now that god has bring me upon. Y everytime i'm always tortured with a ugly beginning of something... cant it be like normal y is always bad in a 2nd event? I miss u deeply my family, my friend and my sould mates.....

Once An Argonites Always will be 1...

F uP 3 dayS caMp

2005-12-31T17:44:00.000+08:00

1st day was so endo abt the camp woke up. go to sch wait for dan N ray but they was like freaking late. Go to sports hall myself then, saw ben and my rest mwc bro playing ping pons, lol. check up my name in the grp list. Found out dan and ray is in the same grp as well as cheryll waited for ray and company him take pix. camp is usually same la, breifing ice breaking. during camp heard the most chi bai thing a fa will said. Fred was like sitting there and the bitch was like hey i teach u this cheer u go tell the grp la. Fred was like blur then say since u knw the cheer u go teach lo better rite? The bitch was like i'm a fa i don teach. ni na bei where got this type of fa. Although is fa is jus facilitate but i mean is for the grp y not spk up? wtf... then nite got tamp games, quite fun la and dan and i created some stupid cheers lol.... k debriefing was like they say let the freshie gl lead . So dan ray and i decided to slack on 2nd day.

2nd day opp sch games 3 of us bro was like freaking slack. so in the end when we find the rest can see the like a pile of san sar do things ai mai 1... keep using same cheers i see liao also sian... so came out a new cheer... back to sch performance nite no time to plan plan liao no time to prActise...everytime grp stuff are so dragy and staff.. freshie gl inexperience we also cant push them much... fa bo chup also... so performance nite ah like f up also... debriefing k got f up by the bitch also na bei... i say performance not enough time she shoot back say u all shld take initiative u all also last time gl b4 shld knw... f her la wat initiative no time initiate her head ah... she bo chup time still say this type of shit... how the f we going to organise the time we not programmer or wat liao knn bu....

3rd day from bad to worst..... k sch games not bad fun... treasure hunt gd cos no bitch. final clash is f up cos 4 grp attack us evcen with alliance...alliance back stab...k we was like so shag after breifing of this and tat after final clash...few more hrs to break camp.... then the bitch call us gather but those freshie gl don wan listen to her dunno y... either f up abt her or cant be bothered... so she shout lo 3rd days liao u all gl still no initiative or time of emergency. i have been taking the lead for 3 DAYS... wtf me , dan, tat and ray all look at her for past 3 days mst of time is we lao jiao lead she lead(lick) her ass ah... freaking bo chup still like tat say... she thght she fa she higher rank pro la knn...damn angry... in the end when she call us write testi on the post card i write there is rooms for her to improve as a gl... nothing so bad rite? cos i nv say she bad fa leh... they she see bei song cos she think she majiang very gd so tell plp... then my exgrp mate (her friend) come find me say y i like tat say... but think of it if she is gd will i like tat write? she try to be straight forward i also straight forward lor... And i belive as a fa must accept plp suggestion or comments if not how u gonna deal with so many diff type of plp? bitches this kind of plp... spoil my freaking 3 days in camp... dion even have mood to go knw gal... sian so sad now bo number... hai...

XmaS

2005-12-25T03:02:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas Every1... have not been posting for quite some time cos of proj proj n MORE proj after proj finish puff* term test... sian1/2 but is over :) life has been much bz but monotone. anyway ya really enjoy the company of my course mate everyday ben, junyou, wei han, hao. Slack ard, ping pong, see gals,study,soccer... anyway have xmas eve eve lunch with them at yuki yaki ms enjoyed till the attidtude manage came and destroyed our day... didnt even get to take much pix, and rest of the day was like sian hai... xmas eve no dates, gals are bz dunno y. mayb my range of gal friends are to minor cant blame i'm a shy guy hahaha.... xmas eve shopping with aunt cat... bought cmy clothing at timberland cool~ and i got my new levis' engineered jeans love it every bit... wahaha is so wal cool~ k ... anyway xmas also no plans sian gonna stay at hm any1 free jus buzz me a call... nite every1

AppreciatiOn oF LiFe!!!

2005-11-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

K today went shopping with auntie cat n my little cos bought CRUMPLEr bag finally.... siok .... Saw wenling after my lunch at usual place ( 1 of the chi restaurant located at Taka 5th storey) walked ard supermarket saw tracy n jolin (FTP) wow~ looked at jolin she is still tat chio lo but still in the same lvl nv more jio than during sec sch. But anyway still very chio hahaha~ bought my blazer haha yes today fullfilled my two xmas wish... nice~ anyway 1 of the thing i wanna brought out is abt this old uncle selling tissue paper at the escalator leading from isetan to the underpass to wheelock... normally every sat when i walk pass there i'll see him. He got i think some sickness his fingers was unnaturally bended in a way, lost 1 of the limps. so sad to see tat such illness he got n he still need to sell tissue papers whole day at town. He gave like 4 packets of tissue for 1 dollar . Normally others folks will gib only 3 the most and his is scott brand 1... anyway... really what i wanna say tat some plp should learn from him. some normal plp jus begged for money, u got ur limps n hand go work why beg or other means of getting money? go worked look at him , appreciate wat u got n got get a job. Hai... guys if u get to see this uncle help him buy some tissue from him k? secondly what i wanna bring out is y gals wanna b lesbo y the butches wanna be like tat? cant they be normal n go find some gd guys? k i believe there is gd guys out there lo... such guys don extinct , but still down there waiting for this gal for them to appreciate... of course if u wanna find handsome guys they tend to break ur heart... find some 1 with beauty tat attracts u the inside of him... tats wat i wanna say, or this guys will really die some day...

Luck ?

2005-11-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

Sch is normal picking up with fast pace very soon. Got sunburned from wed 3 hrs of soccer game under da hot sun of east in sch. Kind of frustrating playing. Thursday went for interview for otc. Actually can go after passing the form but tat isk insisted us singing tong hua for him. Crazy, heard he made every1 who got interview by him to sing. he ah~ crazy.

Fiday , went to expo , intending to go see see the sexpo 1 but is like nothing to see jus from the view outside. so freaking small is like half of the expetion hall. Walked ard with JY n william. Eat here eat there while waiting for the gals to shop ard the loreal sales. Kinda of cheap though but nv bought anything from it. Took a sit after a long walk. N not long 2 sexy n hot babe approaches us to sell us the big.boZ.toys expit tic talk here talk there but me n JY dunno wanna buy cos feel like buying but scare no time go. But in the end when we leaving i bought the tix, cos since we will be going sitex also this coming week. 1 of the gal looks kinda of familiar though n i remebered tat she was the gal, me and guang gang being apprached at holland v back a few wks ago. for the filling of form for the eski bar thingy. Shoke her hand n she kinda of asked my name n also said her name, couldnt here properly heard is elaine or something. Recently kind of turning deaf n blind. lol but she is chio n have gd fig wow~ lol... anyway met up with the rest of the gals of C091 went back to tamp have dinner n took the fucking long trip back home on no.8...

Sch Open!

2005-11-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

Life is boring Tp reopen... my time table crock up don have MAPD 1 of my core... Actually quite alot of plp don have. No cds also.. added arts appreciation, k is boring i think... But on thur got MAPD... shifted my time table, monday is a tight 1. From 8 to 5 with 1 break... Anyway sch like tat... Gonna adapt n last till yr 3... wed play soccer kana sunburned, east side is really sunny! Anyway think this sam will be really bz! OMG and btw ITAS canteen flavour sux cos don have a chinese stall lo n food r not tat wonderful as expected. Anyway is the wkend cheers guys!

Fri ...

2005-11-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

Met up with guang waited for gary. Went to queens to walk ard. Kinda of no money to buy stuff... so sian las time is buy buy buy... now is cant buy... aiyo so sad see nice nice shirt also cannot buy... but queens walk a few round felt very giddy le. Went to eat n met up with wai hon n the rest... took train down to raffles... nv join them to marina cos i8 think e food there sux like 1 kind now... hahaha...

Work ...

2005-11-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

!st n my only working day for whole holiday... Working at PSC jurong, far sia woke up like 6.30 reach there 8.30 plus... met up with jason, wei han n both their friends... work was busy pasting cutting. Everything was a mess... At nite met guang n comapny went to amk slack ard kinda of nothing to do pool , arcade and stufff... lol tats all

SmaLL chiLling SessioN...

2005-11-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

Yest Met Up with Shawn Ard 4 actually 3.30... haha i was late... went to lucky plaza to play pool the score is 4:1 haha quite tyco tat day . K went to i*Con cut my hair. N Met up with shawn at 6 like tat... We waited every1 was late. We waited for like 20 mins got really dirsty so dcided to walk to mac but lester was like behind us le. Then Angel msg me saying she reached le... lol... Angel came , hmm i think sje lost some weight looking more prettier le. But she still the same as in she still like that loud n funny. haha... Raymond reached also... lol our smallest gathering out of all ... We anyhow walked as lester was leading our way screaming he need to shit... lol went to Lido N decided to have our dinner at Dome... Cos Angel say she can get discount, haha lucky her manager was there we got like 50% wahaha even lester n raymond who didnt want to eat at 1st was tempted by the disc... hahaha... i had lap chop N oreo blend. Angel n Shawn has beef. Lester pizz and Ray Beef Pasta. All of them think mine was the best bargain as it was the biggest serving. Lol The food was gd anyway... Shared iceCream wow not bad la ... Anyway i paid la 13 bucks haha... Tats the most important. After dinner was like shop already closing. Walked to heeren , Ray has to leave while the rest of us deciding wat to do... Club? Kbox? Lan? Clubbing ex cos holloween, Kbox n Lan lester don wan... After much deciding and like reaching 11 we decide to go hm... hahaha...wat a day...

27th N 28th Oct

2005-10-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

27th Oct k the day was pretty boring so Guang asked me out. As usual the bugger will be late... wait n wait ... Saw ying qi, tat time still dunno her. so didnt went to say hi. That bugger late for 30 min...So got ard town with guang, yingQi N Mr WeiHe hahaha cos he always says wei he... lol Was like wondering ard n staff not much cos i like only talk to guang. Got hm on 54 with guang n yingQi. Reached bishan N there was n accident quite setrious. Bus couldnt go over has to drop near the salvation army with yingQi. I walked hm and i think she got a cab hm.

28th Oct... K my most socialable day of my holiday. Morning met guang, yanJun , Mr WeiHe(WaiHon) at tpy after going to sch. Talk cock with them here n there then guang went to my hse after deciding to follow them to holland V . Played game n staff n went to yingQi hse. Was like slacking at her hse and guang n WaiHon was like disturbing her dog,Jessica. Xhio bu name for a dog. Ard 5+ took a cab to holland V shopping center. Building was old but got quite a few interesting shop. Mostly furnitures N accesories. Walk ard n very bo liao look at furniture. YanJun n MingSeng reached n decided to buy some stuff n after have our dinner. HAve noodles for our dinner n every1 was like snatching the fried wantons. lol YingQi dropped the last fried youTiao n she almost wanted to pick up n eat till we stopped her. Yucks... Dirty gal sia... Anyway JunYing 3 poly friends also joined us. Sorry dunno how to spell the name ah! hahaha... after dinner walked ard to find somewhere to chill. Walked to coffee club n entered. As we opened the menu wow mostly food n is quite ex lo. decided to leave for me n guang n others but the waitor has already serve us water. lol Then yingQi say very paisei nex time don dare come here any more. I tell Guang aiya since we got bag then we hide our face inside la then i really put my head inside the bag. YingQi was like shocked by my action. haha... then guang told her i is abnormal person lol... We left coffee club n went to ffe bean instead... Was like sitting there slack until like 10+... YingQi n Guang was like half dead, dying to go hm. YanJun Was like sitting there still talk cock. Wah liao so i decided to disturbing him inorder for him to finish his talk fast. Haha was like looking at him while he talk and ans yayaya... lol So was like not long he stoped hahaha... Then got hm and staff Me n YingQi was like disturbing WaiHon as we reached bishan saying that we very tired can go hm bath liao go sleep cos his hse is at kahtip. haha... tats all for my social day... was fun met more new friends...

Guang Bday

2005-10-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yest was Guang bday lol... Met up Gary , Ann, May Ying N of Course Guang. Actually we planned to treat him lunch but this bugger had his freaking lunch at hm liao so bo bian. When Taka have lunch at mac but sadly it was raining heavily outside after eating. Super bad luck... Got not much place to go... Super boring went to play pool at lucky plaza finally won gary for sososososo long... Anyway played Arcade for awhile N gosh time really fly was like 5 already... Gosh Walked around and wasted time... Anyway i went to get some cash and was like waiting for may and ann come back from toilet. Was dragged my a surveior to do some stuff. Although don like but the gal jus pursuited guang in doing it... my gosh... and of cos me also And anyway she kept asking me alot of question can see she quote shy also. Gary insisted that she was interested in me. I was like dots.... then anyway may ying and ann gonna leave left the 3 gays of us. Treated guang eat Cartel... cos the he and gary say there got chio bu... -___-" Spend my rest of the money in my wallet was like totally broke... walked around and make lame jokes out of some shop and places...wat a day ...

PapEr LiFe

2005-10-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

Posting again but wonder there will be anybody reading? gosh nvm since i got no better things to do might as well update something here. Hmm my life everyday kind of nothing to do eat play N sleep at home was kinda of boring and sick. Anyway caught the movie Deuce Bigalo: European Gigalo on monday with my gay mate(gary n Guang) Was lame the show but quite funny la. Wonder y his wife always so chio hahaha... anyway is worth the catch. Then we went bugis n sim lim kia lai kia ke nothing to do. Wat can 3 pathetic guys do man? lol ... hmm thurs went gym was with them was like wosh... my stomach niow is aching but maybe is a gd sign tat i've been excersing... anyway next week guang bday hope tat day can have fun ba...

2 PassEs

2005-10-15T11:08:00.000+08:00

Yest was 1 of the happiest day in my life for umm 1/2 an hr... lol i receive the msg at morning open it jmp p , mdbs p wow~ so siok lol the stone in my heart has finally dropped. I was like omg i pass it i pass it i will remain in tp. Yeah! lol anyway at nite was like dunno y feel so damn damn not feeling very gd was like cold , lonely, fusrated. Hai... maybe is her still running through my vains and mind. lol anyway feel much better today although i knw it will be a boring day staying at hm. lol...

Fish&Co

2005-10-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm ya today is JiaLi bday wish her happy bday btw... Anyway yest met up with the thomson guys to celebrate for her at Fish&Co Glass Hse... Hmm kinda of strange feeling. I'm jus those guys who will feel wierd and dunno wat to say if i've been like mths or yrs since met with u. And tat was wat i was yest. Is strange, I jus set there quietly thinking... All of them notice myt quietness and asked me to spk. But i jus dunno what to say where to start with. Jus felt unesay and not myself. Any way the food was ok and ya got 1 waitress was cute haha she seem very familiar but some how i jus cant remember where i met her b4. LOl k i admited i was spending my time looking at her thinking of who she is... lol :X but still cant remember. Lol. After dinner jus took pix lo and then i faster chao with kh haha... was very tired bcos of the flu medicine i had taken b4 going out. Anyway tats all ba... bb

Late Posts...

2005-10-11T11:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps... i knw i've been not posting... i have been a gd boy study hard for my last try to be able to stay in TP... hai Anyway spking of tat plp it sux, is damn difficult more difficult then the exam itself. But hope evrything goes rite and god bless me. Anyway 29 Sept RIP to my beloved Toreo ... is dead hai... 1 yrs of lonely life, nv been a gd owner of it. I'm sorry but i mus say i love her. My ham ham... Holiday been boring n stuff... no job nothing to do hai... sian to the max lo... Anyway wanna say abt las fri haha i made my 1st step out of my unhealthy life, by? Ya my 1st time to gym with gary, it was weird really those macho guys in there and we 2 gondos doing some stupid stuff with jus the few machines . I've got reeally tired with my hamstring, it ache like hell during that nite... k tats all i've got to say nothing interesting i knw haha.. bb

Chalet and resultS...

2005-09-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

It all started on fri a day of slow and i'm dead day... y? jus continue reAding... woke up like 8+ and hopefully get to see the result. my minimum wish jus at least 4 of the subj that i took jus java pass. Cos i repeated java and if i flunk means bb... hai...

anyway checked result not out. went to yeo chu kang to collect my poddy(ipod), when returning hm. BK msg me and he got his result 1 flunk but not java. Abit relief cos i may not flunk java but also very kan jiong since result is out. Chiong all the way home heart pumping and staff... went uinto tp site, server hang... damn... no choice but to go ahead of chalet and check at nite...

Met guang at tpy interchange, late as usual, had my lunch at bk. Met guang class mate wenLing at station. She looks the same to me as usual haha no change... waited at white sands for guang friends... got to the chalet and staff... lalala... jus like they watch movie talk dai dee blabla...

At nite called gary and asked him to help me check result. Knw wat? he say java fail , wah my heart jus drop for minutes . Guang thght he disturbed but was convinced after tat it was true. MDBS failed... hai... damn sad...
Shld i quite or take supp? tats the question i was thinking... Quit or kick out which got me a higher chance for me to enter a new institute?

called bk,ben and they thght i was lying to them that i flunk my java... but hai is true la... i flunk it... bothe of them call me to take supp... Guang, rui teck also call me try to take supp... called my auntie she also call me take and see how it goes... hai... tats bad.... anyway i put it down 1st and enjoy the chalet...
have dinner and staff lol and after tat watch jun-on... man it was not scary when u got a bunch of plp watching together quite funny haha~ after tat wash up and went outside to see them play and talk... joined in dai dii haha was like quite fun... rui teck think of an ideal of dare, loser get to do a dare lol... in the end lost to rui teck 2 times, win wenling once haha... she insisted on wining me to cancel the dare but she was so like damn tired... got tap out after like 4... lol still didnt win... hahaha... k after tat was slping time... no enough bed... prob prob... no choice some of them cant slp so start making noise... i've got to slp but hai like 1/2 hr cos the noise was getting louder damn... damn pek chek woke up like 8 rest of the is jus lying there cant slp... got have breakfast having gastric pain...

went back most of them woke up and decided to go have breakfast and wow~ is time to slp hahaha got much more space slp till 12+ company guang wenling and a few others to eat their breakfast... gary came...

went back and the guys decied to play soccer, soccer time walk all da way to aloha... damn far... the bball rim spoil was bend down but tat gd every 1 start slamming... soccer was fun... but it was hot no shoe was damn difficult for me... didnt had a gd game... went back and continue playing dai dii hahaha~ everytime cheat with gary i also lose 1 wah liao~ sian 1/2... every 1 like wanted to go hm... sad sia ao i also haha~ went to gary hse watch match more sian... man u lost at old trafford damn...

Hai... hope this 2 wks can study well enough for my java damn sad or i'll gonna say bb to tp... T_T

Holidays...

2005-09-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

Yup this is my holiday.... yipeee.... but think of it i might flunk 3 papers... 1 is still repeated subj... might kana kick out of sch... hai.... worry worry... but nvm now got a big prob cant find job hahaha... super sad look here look there cant find any retail jobs... so sad... anyway life been like online eat slp hai... very no life been seeking high and low for outings but no $$$ think of it. sadzzz ... class chalet cancel due to some stupid probs jus cant understand y some gals r like so mafan haiyo happy happy then knw new plp can liao lo... hai jus cant understand... mum has been unreasonable today scolding for like whole day wats the prob with her... this is holiday i like to do wat i wan rite? nothing wrong astaying infront of my com... tats my form of entertainment...my games,my movie, my music bla bla bla.... parents nowadays r very unreasonable i already no pocket $$$ for holiday what u expect me to do? hai... anyway somebody say i mus blog often k i will lol... Any way must tell her tat anything jus look for me k? haha

Finally a post...

2005-09-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

Is been a month since i post yup a month. Guess wont be much plp reading. But still got plp read will be ok so decided to post again. Exam r nex wed and guess wat? I have not been studying at all!!! wonderful! wat am i doing? slp, eat and play game. I jus cant made myself study is been quite down this few weeks . I do not knw why.

Things are getting drift apart more and more after reading old buddies blogs. You jus know they are having a nice time, forgetting u . Thats sad rite? But hai wat to do? plp got their own life and i have to search for 1 too.

But luckily get to knw more and more plp from c091 thats quite good. Maybe having a chalet after the exam. Man... how i want to jus skip to that day...

Anyway i try blogging more... and still working on the pix part... bye...

Sakura Buffet

2005-07-31T15:58:00.000+08:00

Wow~ Yest was very nice... Although it rains heavily but manage to get out of hse. But my shorts was totally wet...... Have the Sakura Buffet at Toa Payoh with Ben,Hao,Jun You,Ashley,Huiling bla bla bla... haha alot of food man. There was like sushi,shashimi,claypot soup,oyster,scallop,tempura,grills,dim sum. For dessert there were i think at least more than 6 types of ice creams,Gui Lin Gao,Orange Jelly,Mango Pudding,Cakes,Fruits, There are lots of variety of hot and cold drinks wow really not bad man!!! haha was freaking full....Took lots of pix and was having lots of funs...

After that went to town for walk abit sian la but then as hao,huiling and ashley leave now we suddenly think of lots of places to go. N our journey begins Far east --> Wheelock --> Taka --> Cine --> Heeren --> PS --> Central Library --> Bugis... Whole journey by FOOT! lol went past SMU, wow the sch was huge and great wonder ever got a chance to step foot in it to study. The central library haha was really nice... Tall , huge... Very gd for studying and couples to go at nite... Hee~ After that wow manage to get a glance of fireworks for NDP rehersal... was great! N We went to bugis to play LAN damn funny and long games we had... anyway Pix coming up... stay tune

Break Ending...T____T

2005-07-16T15:10:00.000+08:00

Sob* My break is ending and i've really enjoyed every bit of it. Although is quite boring but at least is better rushing proj and stay at sch till like 7 or 8... Sch is starting next week and i don intend to look forward to it as all asignment are copming so soon... i'm gonna be dead, i did nothing in my this 5 days of holiday. Spend my time infront of my com for abt 10 hrs a day, go out, slp... omg tats gd i hope the break nv ends but hai... tats kinda of impossible.

Yest had a great bball game with Jun Ping,JP sis, Hao, Poh kui... wow is be months since i had bball games. K i really sux in it.... too long nv play really cant get hold of it. But really still cant use to TP court kinda of wierld ion some sense...

Anyway hope everything will goes rite for the nex term... Every1 also mus jia you!

Airport (Grace to Aust)

2005-07-12T02:16:00.000+08:00

The wed pix of grace leaving is up.... click pix link to view....

Proj Holiday

2005-07-11T09:43:00.000+08:00

Woa.... The test stress is over hahaha mg that kills... Sunshinse Grace has gone too went to brisbane.... heard she is alrite tyhere... thats sounds gd hmm always imagine, myself in a foerign country wat would i do and how it will feel. Guess nobody will like it, part from family and stuff... Any way my 1 week holiday gonna be a doom, cos is proj again... kind of like shao xin rite? but no choice yr 2 , gonna pia...

Woosh~ end of yr car license! yup i 'm gonna learn how to drive!hahaha...

Sat Nite...

2005-07-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

As usual I'm hm eatin and watchin TV... but my hp rang... A familiar no. appeared... miss the call. But decide to return it. A voice ans... is her... i dunno y the voice jus flashes memories, i hate myself from wat i was. She asked me to company watch a concert opposite my hse.Although i'm lazy but is ok ... Told her to wait 4 me and i washed my plate b4 going out. Call her and decided to met near her hse. My heart tumbles every inches i walk nearer to the location. A familiar figure i see but i told myself . She belongs to some1 else. She brought her dog n as usual i hold her chunks og stuff... we walked in for the concert listened to some songs , talk abt some stuff. She thght i'm bored but i'm not cos she is ard. I jus wanna feel the atmosphere of her beside me. Talking n being blur. She pick up a call and tat was the guy. She said he t it so much he can hav it...i was too tired to fight wif him 4 it...haiz...but then they went on kidding saying wat e its a unisex jacket...seriously, he look gay wearing it...!!lolz...
t...seriously, he look gay wearing it...!!lolz...

Bz bZ...

2005-07-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

LOL.... as guessed i'm bz with the projects. MWNK n WTS... Chiong whole week, thur slp 4 hrs only turning zommbie.... but lucky i tried my best to finish my part if not reall whole grp die... lol k i sound like i'm important, haha every member is important.... Yest reach sch like 7.30 like wah dunno wat to do.. go lab print stuff and like time flies... Went down concourse saw (c091)Pei Ling haha lol she cute and funny... lol talking to the bird asking me wat i wanna eat hahaha... funny... The rest of the day pia like siao... Going crazy.... Skip my tut jus to finish everything up... bo bian ..... wait for like 2 hr for MWNK proj interview... lucky Mr Benny chin was kind enough to us, hope our marks too... :)

Met up with Argons haha Belinda was there haha as funny as usual her new virginal songs... haha Me and shawn went to bought merci for grace haha...... kind of budget la... Steph helped to wrote a note to her... WellTook 518 was really crowded, lol...Me and Dan was talking abt some racist jokes and some stupid riddles... haha lol cracking our heads... Got down to Orchard , met up with grace... haha She cut her hair short, O my... but quite nice too jus i prefer her long hair... Decide to go kbox, but alot of plp fan dui... hai... end up eating Yoshi and slack there ard... kind of feel sorry for Grace nv gib her a good farewell gathering... like Shawn say when some of us are not close here, is hard to get things done... Guess what? I forgot take pix with grace... O my....... She leaving this wed... hai... Lol she left early and haha she very nice lo, say got anything jus email her hahaha... tats sweet... :) k sounds gay.... Me and shawn got ourselves some yucky freezy, no wonder is $1 , yucks like shit... Well really sad that Grace is Gonna leave, known her for like 5 mths le, haha but she will be bad in 2 yrs time. Hope all of us Argon in 2 yrs time have a gathering with her and we will always remember each other..

K nex week term test ... wah siao liao... nv study... mus study hard liao... K u guys too... term brk is coming too but well proj ... hai... k thats all ...Wish me luck , k? haha

ProJ Wks

2005-06-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hai... wat a wks, tons of proj piling up , presentations and stuff... I'm out of breath. Sorry bcos of this reason i have not been posting. for 2 wks of 5 hrs slp, i'm turning into a zoombie. Poly life is a hell... all the lies tat is a great live pls don believe. Enjoy sec life if u can. I didnt had a great 1 , n now also a hell life. Well life is like that...

Term test in two weeks time. I tell myself i have learn nothing in this 5 weeks. I'm doom. but will i fail? i'll try not to. but a clap takes two hands to be loud. everything cant take a single side to do well.

I'm glad there is still friends that come to me. I'm glad , and is some1 tat i have not known for too long. I hate to be lonely. I guess human hates to be lonely. Well i jus stress and i need the support and concern.

I hate being asked to do something jus like being used out of sudden. I'm not a toy, not to be toss ard and play. I can be there for some1 but not in this sense. I think some plp jus nv knw how plp will feel when they r treated in this way.

K following wks r wks of hardwrks... hope all of u do well :)

Tired N Sad WeeK

2005-06-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

This week i'm freaking breathless, tired with all the projects dueing... hai... alot haven even started. i'm so tired everyday even slping early at 11. I still feel so so tired in me.

I'm so tired of friends seperated bcos of our sch. I feel so sad. I miss them n i really do. They had long nv contacted me and i tried my part to be able to meet up. But u guys knw sometimes is jus difficult when u r in diff sch some will b free at some times n the other not.I felt that i mus push the way to be connected but i was nv been pushed . I'm tired in a way or so. Not tat i'm unhappy to do this but bcos of failing to be able to make the result to be shown.

I knw i mayb like n concern abt some1. But the more closer i am the more apart she goes.I dunno whether she is really busy, or jus try to be busy to me. I wan to see her badly n i mean it.

Today is tuan wu jie n it reminds me of the las yr sad memory with another her. I still can deeply remember hthe day. N i really wanted to forget it. Although she is no longer ard n i had some1 new in my mind. But every1 takes a space in me n she once does alot . Today is the day whereby i shall slowly put it down and keep her in a secret box. Until the day returns the box will then be open. But i knw she has been gone long time. Pardon me for my memory of her . But i hav some1 special to me now. But then not so special in a way that she is also seem like going away frm my world soon...

Tears flow through my heart with memory that i shld keep....

New Skin

2005-06-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

Yo guys, new skin as u can see. My naruto skin cannot be used anymore sad so the whole thing was down so sorry abt it. Fixed it with a new 1 N it looks great, don u think so?

Today got msg from Grace really sorry mistook where she is going , she is going BRISBANE,Aust, NOT SWITZ. Sorry sunshine i'm old n blur... hahaha but anyway she is going off at 6 of JULY anyway free, wanna go see her off?Anyway think she will adapt well, cos she has so many supports from friends n family. Plus she is so friendly definitly made gd friends there which can also rely on! haha wish her all da BEST!!!

Btw cut my hair las thursday OMG, i didnt relise my stylist had shave a star until she finished it. MG .... i think is ugly, but some of my friend think she cool n nice... Haha then gd but my mum was scolding me say is so ugly dunno like wat... Hai... There pic of it coming up in the personnal pix folder take a look at it , if u r curious abt the star.

Anyway Sat went to shop with Gary , Stupid guang fly our kite. Was buying my pant, walk ard bugis met May n she intro her colleage Joanne to us. But the shop actually also got another chio bu, but she looks great too. (Joanne i mean , not May. Her hair is getting bad to worst) Walked Orchard, got hm that time got into BIRD. Wah baller band, got crazy buy all design . Shit after think of it bought the same 1 as i had bought b4. Nvm...

At nite went to kallang and had my dinner at the Thai Village Shark Fin Restaurant, with Popo, Auntie, sis, cousins, n big uncle. haha the food was great the shark fin serving was big, the abalone rice was great,Crab Bee hoon was delicious N the pandan chicken was marvelous. Everything was great yum... even the gui lin gao was thick n gd... yum so full~ hahaha

Argon dinner

2005-06-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

Hey las nite had Argon dinner. haha~ was abit sudden so only got to ask a few plp here n there. So sorry for those i nv asked, was quite bz.Anyway waited at library abit early , but saw Yu Jia N her sis. Waited came Hilda, Cheryll, Mei Li (I think so) Nicholas,Lest,Si Min N hai... some1 else.Bo bian nv told tat i don like 'tooo~' N my dii(calister)hehe wow she looks so chio n full of niu ren wei(jus bath wat, kidding! :P)was quite late already still need to meet the pasir ris plp wow reach white sand was like 7+. But haha hope they don mind there were Annabelle ,Frances,Jennifer,Aloicious(dunno hw to spell) . jus a simple dinner at MAgic Wok, had to seperate tables. N my Aididas watch was stollen by the strangy cheryll. She everytime say i rich which i'm not. :P Hai... our table ordered jus like 4 dishes for 8 person, ate finish still quite hungry .Lucky is quite cheap. So Nich,Dii and i went to Mac buy burger haha...

Took a few pix but hai...l forgot to took with a few of them , damn it... Went to arcade afterwards. Cheryll n Nich was really playing well with the drum thingy... Power... That Strangy call me to company her play the stupid boxing game. Lame n we lost hahaha.... anyway Nich played the DDR wow~ he was damn gd at that... lol... Was late arcade going to close so went hm.

Took mrt with nich ,cheryll n ..... He really act gentle man wah liao~ cannot take it. Some more strangy really think he gentlemen. Act act nia stupid tikou, still scold me and nich. Kei siao hold books n help her do the ear piece thingy which r stuck on cheryll bag. Wah liao i don wan do let him do, i knw my earpiece is stubborn like me. After i touch it, was fine. Bleah~~ During train ride Nich let me hear a voice haha~ was cheryll bac when she was sec 1 or 2... wahahaha so cute... she was angry abt it. haha took some time 4 her to beat Nich... lol took same side as her. She call me send her hm , i was like hmm... k don mind if is near... but then her hse is like at ACS wah liao tats damn far. Think abt it... k la nvm but she think abt it n decide not haha~ she is freaking strange... nvm saw her walk out keep waive back to me, gib me those eye sight like make me wan to send her hm... but nvm she said not. Msg her to sms when reach hm. But she kuku head say she at bus stop... dots... funny gal....

haha tats all abt it bah... A few pix will b updated stay tune...